June 10, 2026
Hi mi very dear friends of our private group,
As I've said many times, for me, consensual sex between mentally sound adults, without harming anyone else, is always good. And so far, I still haven't found anyone who can prove me wrong, using reason: that is, without resorting to imaginary, cruel beings obsessed with what humans do with their genitals, who supposedly live in the clouds, see everything, and dictate what they want from humans through a burning bush, writing nonsense on stone slabs… something that, of course, never happened.
Well, I've always had, let's say, two lives, two sides. On one side, I've been a woman with an MSc and a PhD in science and technology, working for the largest electric power company in Spain for thirty years. But on the other side, I've been someone who dared to pursue my true calling: that of a photography and art model, especially nude, of course. I consider this work secondary in terms of both money earned and dedication, but primary for me because it was what I loved to do.
Furthermore, I've always combined this nude modeling aspect with eroticism, which is obvious given that it involves posing nude, but also with sex, without any pretense or inhibitions. When I was young, especially between the ages of 25 and 35, I was a fairly sought-after model regionally in northern Spain, and it wasn't just my posing skills that brought me a certain degree of fame, but also the fact that sexual relations with those who hired me were a very real possibility… almost a certainty.
Thus, these two lives were externally, or apparently, disjointed: few people would say that the serious senior technician who entered the offices of the electricity company at 8 in the morning was the same girl who in the afternoon could be posing naked for a photographer or painter, and at night or the weekends, made up like an Egyptian courtesan, working fully naked as a hostess and exotic dancer in a private gentlemen's club... and even more so being a woman married since the age of 23.
I've talked about all of this a lot in other posts in this group and on my blog My Intimate Diaries: Lust, Passion, and a Life Lived Fully, but here I present two photos from when I was 27 years old, taken just a couple of days apart, where you can see directly what I was like in those two lives I led.
The photo on the left was taken of me one Friday night by a professional photographer at a private CMNF gentlemen's club, only for members, in a welcoming and wonderful city in northern Spain called Logrono, where I worked as hostess and stripper sporadically when I was 27 and 28 years old… Well, not so sporadically, I confess.
If you look closely, I'm wearing a necklace with a rather peculiar pendant, a copy of what in ancient Rome was called a spintria, something like a token used in sex houses. But 2000 years later, in the Logrono club, it simply indicated to the members present the services offered by the naked hostess wearing it. If you zoom in a bit, I think you'll be able to see just how open-minded I was: my tree main doors were available…
My 27th and 28th years weren't the best times with my husband. I'd married him at 23, very much in love, and I still am, but aside from the fact that he's never been the best man in the world in bed, and pretty mediocre at penetrative sex, at 27 I wanted to have a child with him, but he said it wasn't the right time yet… maybe he was right, but I didn’t care.
So, I thought, "Fuck you, soft dick!" and I went on to have all the sex I wanted with real men, including practicing the trade of Mary Magdalene, which is what I did in those gentlemen's clubs, making the poor saint look like a complete novice in comparison, LOL
That particular night in 1988, according to my Intimate Diaries, after working naked at the club from 8 p.m. to 2 a.m., and properly attending to two members in the private booths: a BJ and a quickie, I went to spend the night at his house with one of the two owners, as was customary whenever I worked there, since I was his "favorite employee".
He was a firm believer in the "three fucks theory": one before bed, one in the middle of the night, and another upon waking, taking advantage of his morning wood… and you can bet there are many softer "woods" out there... my husband's to start with. Besides, he was great impaling my ass, and though anal is not my preference at all, I need it at times.
On Saturday morning, after showering together and having sex standing up under the shower as a farewell, he invited me to breakfast at our usual café in the center of Logroño called “Bella Epoca” (I won't tell you here why it was our usual and favorite), and then he walked me to where I had parked my car, gave me an envelope with my part, and I left… but not to my apartment near Bilbao with my husband (about 150 km north), but to meet my ex-boyfriend from my student days, Olaso (see summary 9 in Post No. 2 of my blog), with whom I had arranged to spend the rest of the weekend in a rustic but very romantic hostel in a town called Ezcaray.
Olaso lived in Madrid, and he came to where I was working that weekend in Logroño so we could be together from Saturday at noon until early Monday morning, when he returned to Madrid and I went back to Bilbao for our respective jobs. Olaso has never known this side of me, neither as an art and photography model, or, much less, as a servant of Mary Magdalene. By the way, the last time I had sex with Olaso was three weeks ago, that is, thirty-eight years after what I'm telling you here.
Olaso, besides being one of the most gorgeous men I've had sex with, is also a complete man, with a sex: penis and testicles, as "beautiful" and effective as you can imagine (although I've enjoyed better...), capable of bringing a woman to orgasm several times a day by penetrating her. Me being the fortunate and only woman he had sex in his whole life... but a lot of times; I have made him happy and reasonably fulfilled, though he wanted for me to divorce my husband and marry him, even today when he is 66 he is still in love with me.
But ironically, though the sex with Olaso has always being great and with my husband is... reasonable (and I am being generous...), I love my husband and not him.
The photo on the right was taken by Olaso himself on Sunday morning during a walk in the countryside near the hostel: an ordinary young woman, seemingly the honest girlfriend or young wife of any man, and you can see the difference between this picture and the one taken less than two days earlier at the gentlemen's club.
Which of the two is the real Aura? Both, but if I'm being completely honest, which I will be, it's more the one wearing the necklace with the spintria gold token.
Kisses
Aura
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18 comments
Very hot
Thank you
Aura
Hi Aura
I was wondering of the men who wanted you to marry them, how many would have been as understanding of your sexual needs as well as your current husband?
You have been very lucky in finding a husband who has been as supportive as he has been in your needs for erotic expression as you do.
Cheers
Siko
Hi Siko,
Two men, besides my husband, have proposed to me, and I've spoken about both of them here in the group and on my blog. I've never been in love, romantic love, with one of them, although I love him very much as a friend and lover, and he wouldn't have allowed me to have an extramarital life. I was in love with the other and almost divorced to marry him in 2009, and he would have allowed me some experiences, as he's open-minded, though not as much as my husband.
Yes, indeed, I have been very lucky to meet my husband, incredibly lucky. I know my life without him would have been a complete disaster.
KIsses, Aura
@AuraAviatik6 you have also lucky with your husband that he does not have the same desires and did not need to find companionship with other women. He truly loves you for who you are.
@nzhornytoad yes, that is.
More beautiful dressed
Wow! Thank you! You are the exception to the rule!
Kisses
Aura
While it has been mentioned for centuries that Mary was a sex worker, the Bible never says that, it only says that she had demons.
Poor Mary! She is the only person in that book that I like and admire LOL
Es el post mas erotico y excitante que has escrito, ma has puesto cachondo!
No sabes lo halagada que me siento! Y por cierto, mi aficion por hacer de stripper mas o menos improvisada empezó en el chiringuito aquel en Urduliz cuando yo bailaba desnuda en la tarima junto al DJ y con los clientes y nos daban bebidas gratis a ti y a mi, !y además de lo bueno! Alli no habia cabinas, pero el callejón trasero en la campa entre los arbustos y en los retretes eran algo parecido LOL alli aprendi!
La foto de la izquierda me la hizo Diego en el club cuando a las azafatas nos reemplazaron el colgante de ceramica con el simbolo del club por el spintria, mucho mas elegante y sugerente , no se si te acuerdas pero te presenté a Diego un dia que nos encontramos contigo a la puerta del hotel Carlton en la plaza eliptica.
@AuraAviatik6 claro que me acuerdo de Diego, me dio celos verte con el cogidos del brazo. Tan amiguitos jaja
@AuraAviatik6 menuda poca verguenza tenias, para ir a la campa salias del club en pelotas del brazo del tio mientras te iban tocando el culo y cuchiceandote al oido la “guarreria española” que te iban a hacer, y tu con esas risitas. En fin, que el oficio siempre te ha gustado ??
@RotsenOgimautd Si, pero mientras yo estaba en la campa entre los arbustos "a la faena" en pelota picada y a veces hacia relente, tu estabas dentro calentito poniéndote morado del whisky del bueno gratis, pero no me quejo! Sí, siempre me ha gustado... ya lo sabes
@AuraAviatik6 pues anda que no lo pasabas bien ni nada en la campa, el parking, o los retretes cuando llovia! Fuiste “famosa” entre los hombres en todo Uribe Costa! Y odiada por las mujeres. Un mito erotico!
@RotsenOgimautd Y se te olvida decir que aparte de las copas que nos invitaba el dueño del club en esas breves escapadas desnuda del brazo de un hombre (una vez dos, uno de cada brazo, ¿te acuerdas?) conseguía fondos de sobra para gasolina y pagar las averías de tu coche y para todas nuestras juergas veraniegas juntos tu y yo, y ¿te acuerdas de la cámara de fotos que te regalé? Que bonitos recuerdos tengo contigo mi querido eterno follamigo. Este proximo octubre, el 15 exactamente, es el aniversario de cuando fuimos al servicio de chicas en la facultad, nos desnudamos, besamos, metimos mano, me pusiste a cuatro patas en el suelo y echamos nuestro primer polvo, !menudos orgasmos tuvimos! y estaba claro que no eramos virgenes ninguno de los dos verdad? LOL
@AuraAviatik6 si, que recuerdos! El tiempo vuela .
Aura, Lovely photos and love the imagery - very elegant and yet, also risque! Three fuck - love the concept! Besos, J.
Yes,,,, risque is the word LOL This group is where I talk more freely about that kind of experiences.
Many men are followers of the TFT (Three Fucks Theory) though not always is possible! But is their goal.
Un beso
Aura
You have Lead a Very Sexually Interesting Life Aura!!
Thank you! Well I always have tried to live the way I like, without intentionally hurting anyone and making many men happy, though often for a short time.
Kisses, Aura
@AuraAviatik6
I would LOVE to Meet You!!
You are AWESOME!!
I just joined this group and I'm so glad I did!
Welcome to the group! And I am waiting for your comments, and your own posts here if you want.
KIsses
Aura
Once again your writings have me engaged. I could only imagine what it would be like to have you pose. Such a lovely woman.
I'm very flattered to know you found interesting this short summary, this brief overview, of that type of experiences in my life. I've already published other posts on this topic here in the group, and even a little on the blog, although it's here in the group where I write more freely about topics I don't want to dwell on too much in the blog.
Kisses, Aura
I love your two sides but a little more the nude resp. erotical model and the Woman who can make me sooooo horny reading their text…
I'm so flattered! Comments like yours encourage me to keep writing about my socially frowned-upon experiences. I love that you get excited reading about my experiences and adventures. The truth is, I've dared to live the way I wanted, and I don't regret a thing: I've made many men happy. Hugs, Aura
@AuraAviatik6
Thank you Aura! Would be nice to meet you in real and not only meet…
This is the spintria I used to wear as a pendant on my necklace, indicating the level of service I offered to the club members. Of course, I still have it, and I wear it sometimes... but unfortunately not anymore while working naked as a "hostess" at any gentlemen's club (I loved that job )... although maybe one day I'll wear it to one of those small private parties we sometimes have at Duncan's pub, where I always end up tipsy and undressing in front of three or four customers, old friends, before closing time.
El de la izquierda la esta enculando! Estos romanos sabian disfrutar de la vida, ademas supongo que en las cabinas no habia muebles y todo lo hacias de pie… o de rodillas
@SurNavarra En efecto, todo era como tu dices... sobre todo de rodillas con la boca abierta... de admiración ante la potencia del macho cuyo pene erecto tenia delante de mi y esperando impaciente su orden, que venia en dos variantes unos decían "Chúpamela!" y otros menos finos "Cómemela!" LOL, la otra frase mas oida cuando tenia al tio detrás agarrado a mis tetas como una lapa era: "Apoyate en la pared, saca culo y abre mas las piernas" ... es broma.... o no...
Each hostess's spintria was different depending on what she offered; mine was this one, the top of the "menu". There was only one other hostess with this same pendant on her necklace, but the one the club gave was gold-plated, while I ordered a solid gold one from a jewelry store.
@AuraAviatik6 conozco ese colgante … me gusta cuando lo llevas pues indica que quieres “guerra”
Bueno!!! O Wow! Como dicen algunos. No te has callado nada eh? Bien hecho. Me acuerdo de ese club de Logrono porque estaban asociados con el club de Pamplona en el que tambien trabajaste en esa epoca y mi bufete llevaba sus asuntos legales y fiscales. Una pregunta que me atrevo a hacerte porque en español no lo va a leer nadie: con cuantos tios en total, mas o menos, fuiste a las cabinas? Tengo curiosidad por hacerme una idea, cuantoficar. Un beso muy fuerte mi querida amiga. JM
Hola guapo!
Si, ya sabia que eras amigo de los dueños del club de Pamplona, y recuerdo que no te hizo mucha gracia que los dos "probaran la mercancia" antes de contratarme, pero era lo normal y ya sabes: bussiness are bussiness, como tu mismo me enseñaste cinco años antes! Toma Zasca! JAJAJA A mi nunca me ha importado dejarme echar un polvo... o mas, por los hombres correctos, y ellos eran encantadores y guapos, como muchos navarros... y estabamos en la situacion adecuada. Un buen dueño de restaurante prueba el vino que ofrece en la carta a sus clientes, y ellos hicieron lo mismo, y el vino les gusto lo suficiente como para ponerlo arriba de la carta, aunque como es logico periodicamente lo volvian a probar para asegurarse que la calidad no disminuia con el tiempo... Pero bueno, en el club de Pamplona trabajé pocas noches. En el de Logroño he hecho las cuentas con mis diarios y me sale que trabajé alli unas 60 noches en dos años. Lo normal de mi trabajo era servir bebidas desnuda y flirtear con los socios, y bailar con ellos dejandome tocar un poco pero no de forma escandalosa en publico, tambien hacer lap-dances. En cuanto al sexo, lo que mas me pedían eran pajas que eran casi gratis, y hacia tres o cuatro cada noche, luego venian las mamadas pero menos, yo diría como mucha una o dos por noche, pero a veces ninguna pues no eran nada economicas... En cuanto a polvos, que tenian que ser de pie en las cabinas: por delante o por detras, solo uno cada dos o tres noches... en una sola ocasion fueron dos! En todo ese tiempo solo me enculo un tio, en dos noches diferentes. Por cierto, los de las mamadas y los polvos siempre eran los cinco o seis mismos tios en los dos años, ya eran amigos mios, pero las pajas hice tantas y a tantos que nunca llevé la cuenta.
Espero haber sido bastante precisa para satisfacer tu curiosidad morbosa...
Besos
Aura
@AuraAviatik6 buenoooo! Pero aparte de los socios a los que “atendias” en provado tambien dormias con uno de los dueños! Estaba incluido en tu contrato o era sobre aparte? Mas de 150 pajas!!! Cual de tus “especialidades” era la que mas te pedian? Bueno, ya me contaras en persona y me haces una demo! Besos! Me has puesto cachondo.
@SurNavarra SI bueno entre 150 y 200 pajas, pero solo a la misma docena de tios mas o menos, ten en cuenta que el total de socios no llegaban a treinta y a algunos no le conoci, y otros preferian a otras "azafatas" con las tetas mas grandes, aunque solo eramos seis trabajando a turnos en los que siempre habia al menos dos azafatas disponibles en la sala. Me pedian todas las variedades de manolas: las que más la clásica pero tambien la de frotar con las dos manos, pero curiosamente algunos de los que sabian que estaba casada me pedian que me pusiera el anillo de matrimonio y les masturbara con esa mano viendo el anillo; supongo que la sensacion de ver su semene chorreando por encima del anillo de matrimonio les gustaba por hacer cornudo a otro hombre y eso les excitaba.
@SurNavarra He preferido contestar aparte a tu primera pregunta, ya em entiendes: la parte del contrato me la daban en un sobre y yo firmaba el recibo antes de salir del club, el otro sobre me lo daba Emilio la mañana siguinte durante el desayuno y el acuse de recibo lo hacia dándole las gracias por la noche pasada y un beso en la boca. Pero bueno si, sobres separados.
Another great insight to your life and experiences.
And those wonderful photos just round it off nicely.
Hi Peter!
I knew you'd like this post, and since you already know that "socially frowned-upon side of me," you weren't scandalized, which I'm glad about. Those were very intense, very happy times, and I hope I haven't made my husband look too pathetic, but that's how things were between us: he was a workaholic and I was a sexaholic, but since he generously gave me total freedom, there were no problems. By the way: he was absolutely right that it wasn't the right time for me to get pregnant; the perfecto moment was just before I turned 29... "He" is always right, and that annoys me sometimes, but that's why I love him, not for his ferocity in bed LOL.
A kiss, Aura
@AuraAviatik6
Its annoying when a man is right isn't it. Lol
You know we feel the same when acwoman is right..goto be a leason there somewhere.
@OlderPete58
And you know what, Peter? By sharing these transgressive experiences with friends like you, I feel happy about what I've been through and for not being ashamed of having dared to live it.
Anyway, I prefer to post it here in the group and not on the blog, since too many people there who don't know me would judge me too quickly, and although I don't care what they think of me, I prefer to avoid controversy and for these intimate matters, I prefer to take refuge here in our welcoming group.
A kiss
@AuraAviatik6
I would never judge you, I have been judged in the past and its not good, we all make decisions and live our lives as best we can we are only here for a flicker in time and should make the most of it, hopefully without hurting anyone.
@OlderPete58 Not only have I not harmed anyone (not intentionally), but I've made many men in need very happy, and I'm not kidding.
@AuraAviatik6
You are a special person and such a rare find. Keep it up and don't change.
@OlderPete58
Too late to change...
Gorgeous either way!!
Thank you for the compliments! Kisses, Aura
@AuraAviatik6 Very welcome sexy Aura
Another nice read. Thanks
You are very welcome! KIsses, Aura