My first m2m experience!

*** I had to repost because I lost half of the experience while editing?

I don't look at guys like I do women. The essence of a woman is beautiful, really, almost everything about a woman is amazing but with men, in my head, it's more of a penis size and appearance thing. Definitely not too big because that would make part of the taboo fantasy never happen.
Like many men, I've wondered. and fantasized about m2m sex, not knowing how far I would really go if I was in that situation. I fantasized about it for a several years none the less. Me being more submissive was what I mostly masterbated to but in my head, I never really thought I would actually engage in that side of my sexuality though.

**I went back to college when I was 30. I was in my second year when my wife decided she wanted a divorce. It was very unexpected. Consequently everything including my classes suffered. I was lucky enough though to have a cool professor, in my core class, who helped me through. So we became friends and hung out regularly.
The next year, I took the next level of his class but he wasn't my professor for it.
When it came time for my final paper, I asked if he could give me some advice about how to write it. So we set up a day to meet up.
I had ton of research stuff with papers and notes at my house so we just met there. When he came over it was the first time I saw him dressed super casual. He brought a bottle of wine and a folder of helpful information to work off of.
I also had picked up a bottle because we had talked about liking a wine buzz and it's always a good way to break the monotony of writing papers.
He came over at like 6 and by 9, we were a bottle in and were talking about more personal stuff. Our divorces mainly. He had went through one a year before me so that's why he was so understanding of what I was going through. As we worked and talked, he said something thing that changed the direction of our evening.
He told me his ex got very turned on by watching bisexual men play and how she wanted to see it more.
The only thing I could muster up was "REALLY" but I realized that I said it in a quick, curiously, interested tone. I started getting a little shakey because I've never talked about it before with anyone and we both kind of opened the bi door. I told him I thought most guys think about it at some time in their life but it's too taboo to act on. So after a few minutes of talking about my paper, he brought it back up and asked if I've ever thought about being with a man. I told him, "like many guys, I have thought about it but have never had the nerve to act on it, in fact I've never touched another man's penis, even accidentally" as I nervously laughed.
That was the first time I said it out loud to anyone especially another man. My hands and body started shaking but I didn't feel embarrassed. I did have to excuse myself to use the restroom but it was really too regain my hand shaking composure.
When I came out, he was standing close to the door with a smile on his face. Without saying anything, he reached down, took my hand and put it on his semi hard penis, through his pants. I couldn't stop shaking and I was breathing heavy but after a few seconds, I softly squeezed his swollen tip like three times before he reached down softly gripped mine, which was already pretty swollen when I got up and went to the restroom.
My bedroom was next to the bathroom and without saying a word or taking our hands off of eachother, he walked me backwards until the back of my knees touched the bed. He stepped a little closer which made me sit down. The room was dimly lit but not too dark so I could clearly see his, very swollen penis showing through his pants and it was directly in front of my face!
He slowly undid his belt, moving my hand, unbuttoned and unzipped his pants and pulled his penis out (6ish medium thickness, cut, trimmed on top and shaved below). It was a very very nice looking penis. Pretty tip with nice looking veins running down it. It was exactly how I fantasized a penis looking that I would want to put in my mouth!
I reached for it and was amazed at how soft his skin was and how warm it was. He immediately moved in closer, me still holding it, until his penis was very close to my lips.
I always had thought, it in my fantasy mind that, if I go past a certain point, I'm going to be all in.
So I leaned forward and slid his swollen tip past my lips into my hot mouth, tasting his salty but pleasant precum on my tongue.
I had thought about it enough that I knew I would be good at m2m oral sex. So I pushed his pants and underwear down to his ankles and starting doing what I had fantasized about for so long. Slow, wet sucking as I stroked him, licking his soft balls down to his taint, touching his ass with my tongue as I stroked his penis. My shaking stopped As I continued. I was passionatly sucking his penis, kind of hoping he would cum so I could really see what cum tasted like.
After several minutes of me sucking and licking him from his stomach to his inner thighs, he stepped back, me now on my knees and moved me to the middle of the bed. He started taking off my clothes, passionately kissing my freshly exposed skin and touching me all over. When he started sucking my penis, touching my ass with his fingers and licking balls was the most amazing feeling my body had ever felt. He would get me feeling like I was getting close to cumming and then move to another part of my body, his finger still rubbing my anus. He did that 3 or 4 times as he rubbed his really hard penis on my legs and inner thighs.
Then he sat up, still massaging my ass with his fingers as he pushed my legs apart and started passionately kissing and pushing his tongue in my ass. His tongue was strong as he pushed it in, several times.
I've never had my ass licked or kissed and the feeling was weirdly amazing. He slowly pushed his finger in my really wet ass, touching a spot I've never felt before, as he sucked on the tip of my penis. He did that for a few minutes making me very wet with his saliva before moving up my body, kissing and sucking as he moved to my mouth.
As he held my face, deep kissing me, I felt the tip of his penis, slippey with saliva and alot precum, touching my ass. He started sliding it up and down my ass crack, pushing it in a little more every time he past over my twitching anus.
Then he stopped, his tip right on my anus and looked at me for a few seconds. Very slowly he started to push his tip in.
I won't lie, it was a little painful at first but he was so passionate, patient and slow that it felt good, making my penis stay hard!
After about 15 minutes, or it seemed, his head passed through my tight muscles. Within a couple of minutes, I was getting relaxed enough that I started to push down on him as he was pushing in. I was feeling him fill me up in a way I couldn't have imagined, until I felt his balls touch me. We stayed like that for several minutes so my whole body could adjust He was stroking my penis with his one hand between us as he kissed me. He was barely moving in and out but I could feel everything. He started moving with longer strokes in and out of me and I could feel his tip popping out of me slightly and then back in. It didn't take too long before he pushed in deeper and I could feel him swelling in me. He was moaning, kissing me deeply and holding my head in a way that made my, still hard penis start twitching as it rubbed his stomach. His moans got louder and he started clenching my shoulders.
That is when I started moving my pelvis back and forth slowly, knowing he was about to cum. I stroked him with my ass for what felt like 5 minutes before his body stiffened, him moaning louder. I pulled him close, moving a little faster until I felt the inside of me get very warm and super slippery. He started pushing in and out, deeper as he came, a lot, in me.
He kept lightly moving in and out, his penis sliding through his cum as it leaked out of me.
We laid there, him still in me, until I could feel him getting soft.
I stayed hard the whole time.
As he pulled out, I could feel some of his cum follow his penis out as he started to kiss and lick down my neck, chest, belly and to my hip bones, lightly massaging my inner thighs with his finger tips. As he moved down farther, his warm skin was rubbing against my penis, making me harder than I think I've ever felt before.
When he got to my penis, my ass was still pulsating inside because of the way he was moving in me, his tip, massaging my prostate. I could feel his hot breath hovering over my penis as he rubbed my inner thighs. Then he slid the tip of my penis into his mouth and continued the blowjob he started earlier. He was fingering my cum filled ass and massaging my prostate with two fingers.
I could feel his fingers moving through his cum as it dripped out of me. It probably wasn't two minutes before I could feel my orgasm welling from a place I've never felt before. My penis, inner thighs, balls and ass started tingling so much, I was moaning kind of loud as I came in his mouth but he didn't stop swallowing and sucking me until I put my hands on his head.
We laid there for a few minutes before we dozed off.
I woke up first about two hours later and he was laying on his back. His penis was semi hard, laying on his belly. It was so pretty looking, so I reached over and started lightly stroking him as I moved to my knees over him. He was getting hard in my hand and started moaning as I bent over him and started sucking the tip of his penis like I was giving him a soft hicky.
When I tasted precum, I started moving my wet lips up and down over the tip ridge and taking in more with every stroke of my lips. My mouth got very wet as I took his penis in me as deep as I could, comfortably. For a couple of minutes, I continued doing this as I lightly stroked his balls. His precum was flowing out more as I moved to his tip. I stroked the rest of what I just made wet as I moved my lips over swollen, hard head. It was only a few minutes before he grabbed my arm, arching his back a little and started cumming in my mouth. It was really warm and kind of thick. It tasted mildly salty but was also kind of sweet. I couldn't hold it all in as I swallowed him but I didn't stop sucking his penis until he put his hands on my head, moving it to his inner thigh like a pillow. His cum covered balls and dripping penis touching my face. I started liking the cum off of his balls until I couldn't taste it.
Shortly after that, we got up, staying naked and finished the rest of our wine. We hung out for about an hour and a half, talking about it, sitting skin on skin before we got dressed and he left. I immediately went to my bed and masterbated, replaying it all in my head!
I remember that I was kind of surprised that I didn't feel awkward, ashamed or embarrassed.
We still talk from time to time but never played again

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