The Establishment, Chapter 8.3
Cindy Fucks Me Good

I subconsciously felt something moving against me and this dream I had of Cindy and I making love slowly evaporated as I started to wake up. I realized there was a warm naked body against me and when I opened my eyes, saw it was Cindy. I realized it hadn't been a dream as everything flooded back into my brain, that she had made love to me for my first time. Then I had made love to her and I just pulled her a little tighter against me and her eyes opened up. She looked at me and said so that wasn't a dream I was having, we really are here? I said, Yes lover we are and kissed her. Then we both kind of realized that we had a blanket covering us and we looked around. There was only one lamp lit on the end table and it had a piece of paper tape to it. Cindy pushed herself up and pulled the paper off the lamp and looked at it and she got this big open-eyed look on her face and said, Oh my God let me read this to you. It's from Russ. Cindy and Scott I hope I didn't disturb you. It was after closing hours and I wanted to put the money in the safe and your driver had just text me asking if you still needed the ride because he had texted you several times and hadn't responded. I did try to give you privacy and listened at the door and when I heard nothing I knocked twice and still not hearing anything I came into the office. You two were wrapped in each other's arms asleep on the sofa both with little Smiles on your face and you look so blissful that I didn't have the heart to wake you. I brought both of your things from up front and they're sitting on my desk. Cindy you probably don't remember the steps, so I left instructions of how to turn off the alarm system before you leave the office and then how to turn it back on at the front door. She laid the note on the end table and then snuggle back up against me under the blanket with her hand and her head resting on my chest and a moment later gave a little murmur, This is so nice, God it has been so long since I fell asleep in somebody's arms and woke up still being held. Then she said, God, I wonder what time it is and I whispered, does it really matter right now, the two of us together like this, what time it is? She let out a little sign of contentment and said, no it doesn't matter. And then a minute later she said, Damn you mother nature. I'm sorry honey but I got to use the toilet. I just gave a little chuckle and said, Well I guess you aren't the only one, ladies first. When she pushed yourself up off of me and stood up I was looking at her and still wanted her again as she saw the clock on the wall behind sofa and she let out a little giggle so it's only 6:00 a.m. so we can come back and snuggle some more as she turned and went in to bathroom. I sat up and saw the bottle and our glasses on the edge of the desk and figured why not. I poured us both a drink but when I took the sip of mine, I don't know why, I just swallowed it all down and poured a second one. I heard the toilet flush and a minute later she came out with a little sultry strut and her clit was hanging out bouncing it she walked. She wasn't hard yet but something told me it was going to be soon again. I handed her a glass and she looked back at the clock and said, Why not. When she took a sip of it, she looked down at the bottle and said, I can afford this good stuff and the bottles almost empty, so let's kill it and enjoy ourselves again. Looking at me lustfully she said, Being with you has been so much fun. I looked at her and asked fun? Her head snapped up looking at me and she said, Oh my God sweetie, I didn't to mean to make it sound like that. That's just kind of my old self. No, what we've shared hasn't been just fun, it's been sweet, tender, passionate, love making and I don't regret it one bit and I'm sorry if that came out wrong. She stepped up and kissed me and I could taste the fine bourbon on her lips. She pulled back and raising her glass like a little toast just threw hers back as I swallowed mine down. She reached for the bottle and dumped what was left in it into glasses. which turned out to be more than we had thought was left in the bottle. She said, Oh well, might as well enjoy and she drank half of hers down in two swallows. I only took one swallow of mine and then lowered my glass to between her legs and then raised it up so her clit dipped into the liquid. She gasped, Oh my God what are you doing? I said, I bet your bourbon and your clit, the two of them together are probably delicious. I knelt down and took her semi hard clit into my mouth and sucked it clean and then dipped it back into my glass again and licked it again and then I stood up and smiled at her and with the mischievous grin I said, Yep tastes even better than I had hoped for. She had this look in her eye and I knew things were going to happen between us again and it wasn't going to be tender love making this time. I said, I see that look on your face, but before I get too hard, I have to pee now. When I was finished and walked back out I stopped in my tracks for a moment at the site in front of me. She was stretched out on the sofa, leaning back kind of propped up on one of the big arms and she had her hand down at her crotch with her fingers on both sides of her erect clit as her other hand was cupping a tit with the fingertip rubbing her hard nipple. I know she must have planned this look. I watched her for just a moment and knew that I wanted to feel her inside me again. I could feel myself growing harder with each step I took to her and by the time I was standing next to the sofa looking down at how hot she was, I was fully hard.

I stood there for a minute gazing down at her and she played with her nipple and was gripping herself, but not touching her erect clitty and then when she finally did reach and caress it, she said so softly I almost didn't hear her, Oh my God yes Scott, that feels so good. I realized she was in her own private dream. I slowly knelt down beside her on the sofa and reached out and whispered, Let me help you, as I softly caressed her. Her eyes flew open and she looked at me with this very embarrassed look on her face and started to stammer something. I leaned over and silenced her with a kiss. I slowly kept caressing her with my fingertips, stroking up and down her hardness and the kisses got hotter. I pulled back a moment later and we were looking at each other and I said, Cindy, I, uhh, uhm, I and she softly said, What sweetie? I realized I was slightly embarrassed to say what was in my head, so I looked at her face but my eyes couldn't look her in the eye, so I looked at her wet lips and said, I want to please you, I want to feel you again. I want to feel the pleasure of you being inside me. When you made me orgasm, it was so incredible, I don't quite remember feeling you cumming and I want that now. I want to feel you inside me and feel you lose control and cum in me. Then I finally looked her in the eyes and said, I don't care if it starts as sex or love making or what, but I want it to end in hot sex and make you come and feel you lose control inside me. She had this lustful grin on her face as she was nodding and then said, Well to start, maybe you should get down here and suck my dick. She didn't have to tell me twice. I got between her legs and just tried to gobble it all into my mouth. A moment later her hands are on my head and she starts pulling my head down arching her hips up shoving her hard clitty deep into my mouth. She started moaning, Oh fuck your mouth feels so good, you're such a good cock sucker, that's right suck my cock baby, it feels so good in your hot mouth. I knew this was not going to be any love making, it was going to be wild hot sex and probably frantic fucking and that's what I wanted with her now, to experience that raw natural urge. I gave up myself for her to use and fuck for her pleasure because I really did want to feel her erupting and cumming inside me. It made me start moaning on her as she was using my mouth. Then she gasped out and pushed my mouth off of her and she said, Come up here for a minute. I slowly slid my body on her and up her until our hardnesses were rubbing against each other. She had this desire on her face when she said, I think something happened to you earlier and I think you're giving in to hidden feelings and desires like I was. I want to bring those out for you, if you will let me, so you can be honest with yourself. Can you do that? Can you be honest with what you want? I just nodded and she said, You trust me right? I nodded again and she said, If I go too far, you will tell me right, you promise? I nodded again and she continued, Yes I made love to you earlier and yes it was exquisitely wonderful. I do understand that you want to feel me cumming inside you because I know how sometimes I just want somebody to fuck me good, just so I can feel them cumming in me. There have been times where I've enjoyed the feeling of their cock filling me with their cum and I don't even want to cum, I just want to feel them cumming. I smiled and nodded more because that's what I was feeling right then. She said, The way you seemed to love me talking dirty and fucking your mouth, I think there just might be a hidden slut in you wanting to break free? I'm not really sure what I felt, but when she said a hidden slut wanting to break free, it did something to me. I smiled and said, I don't know, maybe, but with you I'm willing to find out. She said, Oh my God, I saw that look on your face when I said hidden slut. I think I've got a girl here that wants me to fuck her anyway I want and she's going to want more, until her pussy is driving me so crazy that I fill it with my cum. Then she will be begging me to cum herself. Hearing her say that to me caused a previous hidden locked door in the back of my mind to suddenly unlock and open up. I looked at her and whispered, Yes please. The look on her face now was pure raw lust as she pushed me back down and said, Get your mouth back down on my hard clit and prove to me how much you want to be fucked. I felt like I was becoming another person as I just started ravaging her hard clit in my mouth. Then she moaned out, Oh fuck I can tell how much you want to be fucked. I pulled my mouth off of her clit, but was rubbing it over my face and lips looking at her and let out a soft moan, yes please, I want to feel you inside me, fucking me, using me for your pleasure. She grinned lustfully and said, Oh yes baby I'm going to definitely enjoy doing that, now get on your hands and knees for me.

I moved down to the middle of the sofa and got on my hands and knees presenting my ass to her as I felt her moving around and getting behind me. As she started squeezing my ass she said, I know some slutty girls just love feeling a hard cock shoving inside them, but I'm going to lick your pussy and make you squirm until you're practically begging me to fuck you! I felt her hands spreading my cheeks apart and then felt her tongue down there and I think I actually gave a squeal like a girl. She proceeded to keep licking me and was making me moan and wiggling back on her mouth when I felt her tongue finally able to push inside me, making me gasp. She didn't stop or slow down and quickly she was tongue fucking me, driving me crazy until I did finally moan out, Cindy I want you, I need you, please put that beautiful clit inside me and fuck me, make me your girl, your slut. She said, Not yet you're going to have to wait a little bit longer cuz even though I want to fuck you you're still too tight and I don't want to hurt my girl. I felt her dribbling lube on me and then felt her fingers pushing it inside me and rubbing and teasing the edges of me before her finger finally slid inside me and then a moment later I felt the pressure as two fingers were inside me. She was finger fucking me, wiggling her fingers around inside me, twisting and turning and shoving in and out, making me moan and whimper. I kind of whispered back, please, please. She whispered, almost and then I felt more pressure as I felt her stretching me as she worked a third finger inside me and it made me see stars for a minute. After another moment or so of this I was panting and gasped out, Please please Cindy, please, please. She teasingly whispered back, please what? I said, yes I'm begging you now, please I want to feel you inside me. I need to feel you so fucking bad right now. She said, I can tell how ready you are by how much you enjoyed having three fingers inside you, so I don't think my little girl needs or wants me to take it soft and slow. I felt her legs behind me as she rubbed her head over me and then I felt her slide into me. Once the head was inside me, she grabbed my hips and pulled me back onto her, impaling me on her hard clit and I just cried out at the pleasure. She just held herself deep inside me for a moment as she moaned, Oh fuck, your pussy is so hot on my cock. Then holding my hips she started thrusting in and out of me and her thighs were slapping against my ass. Things were happening to me and I don't think I quit moaning when she said, My little girl really does love being fucked with a hard cock doesn't she? I was whimpering and nodding and something happened inside me, that I realized I was enjoying this more than I thought possible. I suddenly just felt like this was natural and this was who I was and somehow I knew that I might just possibly become a slut. That triggered something else inside me and I groaned out, Oh fuck yes Cindy, yes just keep fucking me like the slut I am, give me your cock, use me and fuck me Cindy. And oh my God she really did start fucking me, every thrust of her cock was so deep and hard. Then she pulled all the way out of me, making me whimper, no please don’t stop. She just rammed herself back in me, making me gasp and moan more as she started fucking me again. Another moment later she did it again, pulled all the way and waited before thrusting back into me and fucking me more. She did this a couple more times and I was panting and gasping and said, If you keep doing that you're going to make me cum already. I don't think she really believed me because she reached around to grab my hard aching dick and felt all of the pre-cum that was leaking from me. She said in kind of wonderment, You really are going to cum aren't you? As she was saying this, she had stopped thrusting inside me, just holding herself deep in me and I moaned because I didn't want her to stop and that just kind of solidified it in my mind. I was glad she couldn't see my face because I know I was bright red in embarrassment as I explained, when you started calling me a girl and a slut and was eating my pussy, something snapped and triggered inside me, I did feel like a girl, like a slut, and loved you calling me one. I just want you to keep fucking your slut, your little girl right now, and yes these feelings just feel so right and natural to me, please Cindy, please fuck your slut girl and make her cum. Then just keep fucking me and fucking me until you finally reward me for being your good little slut and you fill me with your cum. She kind of bent over me, but grab me around my chest and then pulled me up and back against her which put her hard cock inside of me in a different position and I moaned again. As she slowly started working her cock in and out of me, as she's nibbling playfully biting my neck and kissing me, she whispered in my ear, You just told me my own story. I had had sex as both a top and the bottom and then was really really getting into it with this man and when he started calling me a sissy girl and a slut, something happened to me and I gave into it. And my life changed and I've never looked back. I was just softly moaning, yes, yes, in agreement with her and for her movements inside me. Then she whispered, I am going to keep fucking you my little girl and I do want to make you cum and even after you cum, I'm just going to keep fucking your tight little pussy, is that what you want? I just whimpered and nodded my head. She whispered, Remember, we both drank a good amount of that bourbon a little bit ago on empty stomachs, so later on you may not feel the same way as you do now. I let out a low deep moan and said, I will worry about later, right now I just want you to keep fucking me as the girl that I feel I am with you Cindy. Just fuck me and make me cum and then just keep fucking me and use that cock in me for your pleasure. She lowered an arm to reach around and hold me at the front of my hips as she started thrusting into me, slow, but hard and deep, making me squeal. Then a few moments later she pushed me forward and I landed on my forearm still bent over. She said if you want to cum you're going to have to make yourself cum by fucking me, fuck my cock my little slut, make yourself cum on my cock. Again hearing her calling me a slut just somehow made my body tingle and I really did give in to it all. I really couldn't control myself as I started fucking back on her hard cock inside me and was doing things with my body and hips and legs that I didn't even know I knew how, but it just seemed so right and natural and she moaned out, Oh my God, the way your fucking me, I can't believe how desperate you want to cum, that's right my little slut girl, fuck my cock with your cunt, make yourself cum, I want to feel that hot slut cunt cumming on my cock. Hearing that from her, pushed me over the edge. I forced myself back hard against her, taking her as deep as I could and she grabbed my hips and started grinding herself into me. That just hit me inside the right way and all I could do was clench up and scream as I started cumming, first feeling it inside me and flow outwards as I spasmed and started shooting my cum out. When I finally quit trembling and shaking, Cindy said, Oh my God girl, your slut pussy felt so good when you were cumming on my cock. You loved cumming from my cock inside you didn't you? I could just whimper and nod as she said, Now I'm going to enjoy fucking your sweet slut pussy, using my cock inside your cunt and she did. Even though I had come like I had, her cock still inside me, fucking me, I stayed hard and she pounded herself into me. I couldn't believe the change that had come over me. six months ago I was a normal guy chasing pussy. Then I found out I enjoyed sucking cock and now I've got Cindy, technically a man, fucking me like a girl, making me want to be a girl and just desperately wanting her to keep fucking me and using me as a girl. Then she pulled out of me and said, Get over here on your back and spread your legs like a good little slut that wants her pussy fucked. I had spun around onto my back as I was grabbing the backs of my thighs pulling my legs open and back so my knees were almost against my chest, pulling my ass up in the air for her. She was putting more lube on her dick as she said, I'm just going to fuck your brains out, but I don't want to ruin or hurt that sweet pussy of mine, is that pussy really mine? I just whimpered and nodded and kind of whispered, Yes Cindy, my pussy is yours, I give it to you to fuck it and use it anyway you want, I love the feel of your cock fucking me like the slut girl I am. With that look of wild lust on her face, she knelt between my open legs and said, Oh baby girl that's exactly what I'm going to do, I'm going to fuck your sweet pussy until you don't think you can take anymore and then I'm going to fuck your cunt even longer still. Then I'm going to empty myself inside you, so that you can finally feel me cumming and cumming and cumming in you. I was just probably biting my lip and just nodding urgently as she just leaned in and sank all of her cock inside me, making me squeal again. And that's exactly what she did. She just kept fucking me, hard and deep, then soft and slow, then hard and fast and I lost track of all time, just enjoying the pure raw fucking she was giving me. Sometimes she would stop and lay down and we were kissing as she slowly moved in and out of me and then she would push herself up on her hands and start slowly fucking me harder and faster and then again, lower herself back down for more kissing and it just kept pushing us further and further along. She was right, I started moaning that I wanted and needed to feel her cumming in me till I was practically begging her to fill my pussy with her cum. I knew from the feeling of her fucking me, somehow she was going to make me cum again! I knew by looking at her that she was even closer to cumming and I tried not to think about what she was doing to me. I treied to start using my muscle and hips to make her pleasure go over the edge, so that I could feel her losing control inside me and cumming in me. I'm gripping her hips tightly as I'm looking up at her face, watching her, and I felt her legs start to shake. I whispered, Yes Cindy, let it go, I want to feel your cock lose control and feel you cumming inside me. Let it go honey, let me feel it, cum in me please. Even though she was looking down at me, her eyes just kind of glazed over as she practically screamed and plunged herself deep inside me. I was holding her inside me and I could feel her hard cock twitching and jerking, cumming in me, giving me her cum that I wanted. I can't tell you how it made me feel, to have my legs open and her cock buried inside me, cumming in me, knowing she was cumming from the pleasure she had received from fucking me. Even though I was still so hard and had precum leaking from me, I was just so content and full of joy of the feeling of having her cum inside me. I guess you could say it just kind of fulfilled me, feeling like a woman and just enjoying holding her and could feel her cock giving occasional twitch or jerk inside me. She opened her eyes and looked at me and I said, Welcome back honey and she leaned down to kiss me. She was still breathing heavily when she raised off of me but still kept herself inside me and in a husky voice she said, There's so many things running through my head and the only thing I can say is. Oh my God, Fucking WOW! I don't know how long we had been together, but I knew it felt like she had been inside me for hours. Even after I had cum with her inside me and she had just orgasmed inside me, she was still hard. When she moved a little bit and it felt like she was going to pull out of me, I gripped her thighs and whispered, No not yet please I want to feel you inside a little bit longer, until you're not hard anymore. She just slowly used her hips, just to push herself a little in and out of me and whispered, I will probably stay like this until I make you come again. Somehow she managed to reach over and grab the lube and squirted some in her hand and then started slowly caressing and stroking my hard dick. She said, I can't believe how much your pussy enjoyed me fucking you, your hot pussy just couldn't get enough of my cock. You were so wild and had me so hot for you, I kept getting so close and had to force myself to calm down, because your pussy felt so dood on my cock. I could tell that my little girl was loving her sweet pussy being fucked like I was doing to you. Even though she wasn't really fucking me, I could still feel her hardness inside me as she whispered, do you like me playing with your clit like this? Can you feel my hard cock still inside you as I play with your hard clit? Do you want me to stop? I moaned, No please it all feels so good. I love how your cock feels inside my pussy. Even though I obviously don't have tits, I was squeezing mine and rubbing my hard nipples, sending more tingles thru me as she was stroking me. She said, Yes play with your tits, your nipples are so hard and I'm going to play with your clit and make you cum again, I want to watch you cum from it. Because of how long and how intense the pleasure had been from her fucking me, treating me like a slut, and now stroking my clit as she was calling it, was pushing me ever faster and closer to the edge. Even though she really wasn't fucking me, but just her slow pressure wiggling just back and forth inside me, I knew was hitting me in the right spot. She was using one hand to stroke me and she was fondling and playing with my balls. She said, come on my little girl, let it go, cum for me baby. I want to watch you shoot your cum from this hard clit of yours. Come on my sissy girl, do it for me, cum like a good girl. Then she started squeezing my clit tighter and stroking me much faster. It happened so fast and suddenly, my whole body tensed up and I just started cumming as she just kept stroking me, milking me, saying, That's right, give me that cum. Even when I had finished cumming she was still stroking me, but not with the intensity and urgency and she kept going slower and finally stopped. I had fallen back staring up at the ceiling but not even seeing it. I realized that at one point there, as I was coming, she had slipped out from inside me because she leaned down and started licking my cum off me. Starting at my chest and working down my stomach and then finally took me in her mouth. I could only take it for about 10 seconds and had to push her away saying, No no, it's just too much, I can't take it anymore. Then she crawled up on me and started to kiss me, feeding me back all of my cum that she had held in her mouth. After it was all gone, our passionate kissing softened to tender kisses until we broke apart. We just lay there holding each other. After a few minutes, she rolled off me on to her side and we both got adjusted to laying on our sides holding each other. She reached up to the back of the sofa and pulled the blanket back down on us again and just let out a little murmur, This is so nice, the two of us together like this. Then a moment later she giggled, Oh my God, did you really get into playing the role of a slut, you were unbelievable. When I didn't say anything, she said, No comment you usually have something? I hesitated for a second and then said, Who says I was playing a role? She looked at me questioningly and I said, when you started calling me your girl and a slut, something happened inside of me. I felt like a girl and wanted you to fuck me like a girl and talk and treat me like a slut and it just felt right. I took another breath and said, What just happened to me, what woke up inside me, I'm not sure I want to fuck another man, but will gladly give myself and let them fuck me. We were looking at each other's faces and after a minute she said, Holy fuck, you're telling me the truth, something did happen to you. I said, Yes something did happen because I don't feel I'm the same person now as I was 24 hours ago. She said, Quick without even thinking, tell me off the top of your head, the wildest sexual fantasy you can think of. This image just popped in my head and I said to be with five, six, seven guys and give myself to them and let them fuck me and use me until I'm coated with come and filled with cum and none of us can move. I know I must have blushed at that as she got a wide-eyed look on her face and said, Oh my God, I really did create a slut, I can see it in your face, you mean every word. I just looked at her and slightly nodded. She let out a little squeal and hugged me super tight and said, God I love you. Then she pulled back and said, not the Big L, the little L. I grinned and said is that L for lick or lust? She laughed as we snuggled together, quite content, and covered with the blanket, in each other's arms, we both must have drifted back off to sleep.

Something woke me up and as I was blinking my eyes awake I looked at Cindy still in my arms and she's waking up also and she smiled at me and said, Hello again lover and kissed me and a moment later the kisses started to heat up. Then we heard a cough and the ceiling lights came on and we both jerked up. Russ was leaning against the door with his arms crossed and said, Well I'm glad the two of you are finally awake. I've only come in and out of here twice and you haven't moved. But as much as I hate to break up what you might be wanting to start, this is after all my office and a business and I can't do any work with the lights off, so I'm going to go to work now. I don't care whether you two fuck again or not. Cindy sheepishly asked what do you mean fuck again? He pointed to the empty bottle and glasses on the desk and said, when I was in and left the note for you last night, that wasn't like that, you're now in different positions on the sofa than you were before and the lube is on the opposite end table. So, one plus one equals two. Which reminds me, since you emptied that bottle, it means I need to order another one for you. She giggled and said, Make it two, if he keeps giving me orgasms like he has, we're going to go through it twice as fast. Russ just smiled and shook his head. Then Cindy said, you know, you better make it three, because I never gave you any for those orgasms you gave me in our earlier days. He waved his hand at her and said yeah yeah yeah whatever. Then it suddenly dawned on Cindy and she said, wait a minute you said last night and you're in here now, what time is it? He laughed and said, it's noon time, we've already got people out front and we're serving lunch. Cindy went oh my God and looking at me she said well lover, I guess this means that our night of passion has come to an end. Come on let's get dressed and get out of here so Russ can work. I’ve got to call my driver to come pick me up. I said, Well if you want, I can give you a ride home. With a sly smile I said, It’s the least I can do for what you did for me. She thought about it for a minute and said, yeah I guess so, we still need to finish that previous conversation and I've already told you about me but all you're going to do is drop me off and drive away. There's only been a handful of people that even know where I live, much less been inside, isn't that right Russ? Russ looked up at me and said, She's right, I've driven her home twice, but I've never been inside. I said no problem at all, you know that my lips are sealed. She grinned and said, Yeah unless a cock is presented to you, then they open up wide. I just laughed and said, guilty is charged. Russ said, Okay you two, get dressed, get out of here, go. As we got dressed, Cindy got her things together and went into the bathroom. When the door closed I said, Look Russs I'm sorry, we didn't mean and he said, Stop right there. You don't have to or need to say a thing. We are all adults. Now I love Cindy dearly as my closest friend and I like you. And Cindy, well I don't know what it is, but you are good for Cindy. Since whatever happened between the two of you a few weeks ago, Cindy has a light in her eye now, she is more alive and vibrant then she has been in years. Don't get me wrong I'm not saying she's in love or anything like that, but you've kind of made her feel like a Woman again. I think she had forgotten about that side of her and I can tell that she is happier. So whatever is going on between the two of you, that's your thing and I don't want to know as long as she stays happy and you don't do anything to hurt her. Then he looked at me and said, I warned you once before, and I kind of swallowed and said, yep, they'll never find my body. He just said, As long as that's clear, then you two fuck, talk, or whatever you guys do, I'm happy for you and her. About that time Cindy came out of the bathroom and she had reapplied her makeup and brushed her hair out and I still thought, wow, she is lovely. Cindy went up behind Russ and wrapped her arms around him and kissed his cheek and said, You know I love you honey. He said, Yeah yeah yeah. She whispered something into his ear and he nodded. She whispered something else and he nodded again. She whispered something a third time and he nodded again with an even bigger smile. She said, Okay give me those files next weekend and he said, At your service ma'am.

Once we walked through the door from the back I saw what Russ meant about a Sunday afternoon crowd and it was quite noisy and the place was already half-filled with people eating drinking and watching the TVs. We made our way out the door to my car and she proceeded to give me directions to her place. We were both quiet on most of the drive pretty sure because we were both thinking about everything that had happened. Cindy placed her hand on my thigh just resting it there and said, Look Scott, what happened in the beginning was what I wanted to have happen for you and I. Yes I wanted to make love to you so that you could experience it and I thoroughly enjoyed it when you made love to me again. I would have been totally content if that was all that happened, but we both know that a lot more happened after that. I just don't know if you're ready to accept that and if you really know how you really feel. So I'm just saying this from going through things myself, that I don't want you to hate yourself. That if what happened makes you uncomfortable now, just chalk it up as a sexual experience and let it go, don't dwell on it and get yourself all twisted up in a turmoil. I hesitantly asked, And why do you think I might feel that way? She said, Face it Scott, over the last few months, your whole world and your view of things and yourself have changed. Sometimes changes are good and sometimes not, but I just don't want you to regret anything. Just think of it as a sexual bucket list and you just checked something off that list. If you decide that that was more of your feelings and embrace that, then that's fine also. Now I'm totally okay that if you’ve got questions, you know you can trust me and talk to me. But what I want you to do, is not make any kind of hasty decision, one way or the other. Now I have your number so I will send you a text maybe Wednesday night from my very personal confidential number that only a select few people have. Then, if you have questions or concerns or what to discuss things we can with that phone. But I will also tell you that it stays in my house during the week because I put this side of me in a mental closet during the week so I can stay professional. I said, Okay I understand that, and I thank you. She just lightly squeezed my arm and said believe it or not Scott I care about you and a lot has happened and I just would like to be here for you if you need me. I was watching the road but I know I was smiling and I said Cindy yes a lot has happened with me and yes I agree with what you just said. I'll take my time and process everything and I'll text you back whenever you text me. The directions she was giving me had me winding around the lake into a very, Very high-end exclusive neighborhood that most every place either had I privacy walls or covered across the front with big shrubs or something. She pointed to one saying that was her place. When I parked the car in front of the big large electric doors she said, Please don't take this personally, as Russ even told you, he's never been inside. She leaned in to kiss me and then when she started to pull back, as we looked at each other, she pulled my head to her and we had a very deep passionate kiss and when our kiss finally broke, I figured I was as flushed looking as she was. She said, You have a wonderful day lover. I can't say whether this Cindy will be around next week or not, but this Cindy right now will never ever forget this wonderful exquisite beautiful night I experienced with you in every single way. She gave me one more quick kiss and opened up the door, walked up to a call box and punched in some numbers. A little side door opened up and she stepped through and turned back one last time me a kiss and the door closed automatically.