The Establishment, Chapter 8.2
Cindy & I Make Love Again

When Cindy stepped out of the bathroom, I was once again in awe of her beauty. She had gotten herself back into her panties with the ribbon tied and her bra on and my heart gave a little flip flop. When I finished in the bathroom and came out, she was standing there next to the desk with a drink in her hand and held one out to me. Something just came over me and I set both of the drinks down on the desk and pulled her in tightly and kissed her deeply and passionately and whispered, Thank you Cindy, that was just the most pleasurable experience I may have ever had and I am grateful it happened with you. I am now much more comfortable and relaxed and willing to let it happen again. She finally pulled away from me, picked up her drink and sat down the on the sofa and patted it next to her and said, Come here lover, let's talk. After sitting down with her, we each had a couple of sips from our drink and she said, I am so happy that you let go with me, that I was your first and again, it's been a long time since I experienced love making that way with a person. But as I said before, it's not always going to be like that. Before she could even say another word I said, Cindy I understand what you're saying and I accept that. I have no problem with that, I know what we just experienced might not happen again, but it was fantastic and I'm glad it did happen. We sat there for a couple of minutes in silence, both sipping our drinks and my fingers slowly started tenderly touching her arm and then her thigh and then her waist and before long we're holding each other with light tender kisses that grew passionate. I whispered, I just want to kiss and lick your entire body and I started kissing her ear and the back of her neck and slowly just kissing my way down to the edge of her lacy bra. I unclasped it to let it fall free of her as I just kept giving her little kisses and licks all over her breasts until finally I took one of her nipples between my lips. After kissing and sucking it, I flicked my tongue over it and she just let out a deep moan as her fingers clenched me. I just took my time teasing her nipples and then slowly started working my way down her stomach. By the time I finally got to her panties she was hard. I teased her by putting my mouth on her clit but with her panties between us. Her fingers were now in my hair, pulling my face tight against her. But instead of taking her in my mouth I moved down to her knees and just kept kissing and caressing one leg and then the other slowly working my way up her thighs that kept opening up wider until my tongue reached the edge of her panties. By this time she was fully hard and poking out of the side of her panties, so of course I had to use my tongue to lick her, especially the really sensitive spot, which just made her moan more. I finally used my teeth again to untie the ribbons to free her hard clitty, just slowly licking and teasing her, running my tongue up and down on her and her hips kept pushing at me. I grabbed her hips and slowly pulled her to me as she slid down to where her hips we're at the edge of the sofa. As I kept lightly licking and teasing her, staying away from her swollen head, I reached under her to find the ribbons and untied them. With her legs already spread open, her panties totally opened for me. I moved down so I could lick and tease her balls before going further til I was licking and kissing that sensitive spot, the ‘taint’. Finally leaning down further my tongue slowly licked over her rosebud she just groaned, Oh my God Scott, you've got my whole body tingling from your kisses. I had purposely stayed away from her swollen clit to build things up for her and and still lightly kissing and licking her down there I slowly started to push her legs open and back. She just moaned, oh my God yes, and she pulled her legs back for me, fully exposing herself. I was able to give her the proper attention with my tongue that she wanted. I had gotten her so wet and she was reaching between her legs and holding my head against her when my tongue was finally able to push inside of her making her gasp and moan even more. I took my time enjoying my tongue making her moan and squeal when finally she gasped out, Oh my God, I can't stand it any longer Scott, I'm so wet and want you so damn bad, please baby don't torment me any longer. I really want to feel you now, please don't make me beg because I will if I have to. I lifted my head up and smiled and said, No you don't have to beg, I won't make you do that, at least not this time with a little grin. She handed me the little bottle of lube and said, Honey if you're not inside me in the next 20 seconds, I will beg you. She really didn't need any of the lube because she was so wet from my saliva, but just for good measure I started rubbing some on her as I worked my finger inside her and she moaned and said God damn you Scott your finger is not what I want. I lubed myself up and then pressed up between her legs and just started rubbing the head of my dick up and down and over her. Then I pushed until the head almost went inside her and then stopped and rubbed over her again and pushed the head almost in again and stopped. She said, God damn you Scott, okay I'm begging you now,please stop teasing me, I want I need to feel you inside me, please baby don't torment me anymore. I slowly pushed until the head went inside and she's reaching down for my body as she's arching her hips up. I slowly, slowly, filled her. Once I was all the way inside her, I just held still watching her face and and after a few moments of just holding myself inside her and not moving, she finally opened her eyes and looked at me with desperation quietly moaned, Please? Please? I just slowly started to move in her, but I wanted to make this last for both of us. I just wanted her to relax and let herself go and I just slowly worked in and out of her watching her face. I didn't want this to be sex and most definitely didn't want this to be fucking. I wanted this to be slow love making to make her feel what I suspected she wanted to feel. She wanted to feel loved and to be made love to. I think after we had made love that first time, something kind of cracked open inside her and she was having feelings and emotions that she had bottled up for so long by thinking sex would take care of it. Yes, technically I was making love to a man, but Cindy wasn't a man, inside herself she was a woman that wanted to feel special. I wanted to let her enjoy that feeling even though she had given us both explosive orgasms earlier I felt that I could last much longer now and could give her what she craved. I was taking my time, slowly working myself in and out of her, making her moan and even when she was trying to arch up against me I didn't force anything and I'm watching her face and even with her eyes closed, I could see the exquisite pleasure on her face. She opened her eyes and looked at me and said, I can't believe what you're doing to me, this is so wonderful. Somehow pushing herself up, she grabbed hold of me and whispered, I don't want this to end, just keep making love to me, hold me please. She wrapped her arms around me, just very edge of her butt was resting on the very edge of the sofa. With me kneeling between her legs she actually was able to wrap her legs around my hips and was just using her legs and feet to keep pulling me inside her. She's just letting out little moans of pleasures and, Oh yes, and, Oh my God Scott, and little whimpers. I never did speed things up, just kept slowly moving inside her, letting things build up inside both of us. She pulled me tighter and we started kissing, it started tender but quickly was becoming very intense and passionate. She pulled back slightly and said, I can't believe what you were doing to me, what you are making me feel. I had forgotten what it felt like, this this feeling I am feeling. Whispering to her I said, You mean the feeling that somebody cares about you and is making love to you and isn't thinking about themselves but thinking about giving you the pleasure and happiness that you want? Our bodies were working against and with each other a little more urgently and with her forehead against mine just whispered, Yes Scott you're making love to me and I love it, I love you with the small l but this love making is with a big L. and and and and. I stopped her by kissing her and our tongues are swirling as were each holding each other so tight as our bodies were rocking together it seemed like her insides we're getting hotter on my dick inside her. Her hips were working against me harder and she was starting to pant and moan louder. Even though in our privacy she was whispering, Yes Scott yes, I've never felt this, yes Scott oh my God baby I love it, I love it don't stop, just keep doing it. After maybe just a minute, maybe 10 minutes I don't know but I felt things start to happen and I was thrusting up into her harder and faster and she just gave guttural moan and with our faces just inches apart she whispered, I can't believe how wonderful this feels with you, I'm not sure I can handle it much longer. Please baby just make us cum together, I've never wanted to feel anything more than feeling you cum as I cum, please baby I want, I need to feel this with you, please, please! I wasn't trying to fuck her hard, I wanted us to experience and explode together. I really started working myself harder and deeper into her and I could feel her tightening on me as I could feel it rapidly building inside me. She cried out, Oh my God yes, please baby cum with me, yes, Yes, YES. Her body started quivering and then shaking and that started it with me. Her head tipped back, her mouth opened and her eyes were closed and she practically screamed as her orgasm hit her at the same time mine hit me. As she erupted and was cumming, I started cumming in her. Our orgasms sent us into another dimension! We just held each other tightly, not speaking a word, just holding each other, caressing each other's back. Even when I finally softened up and slid out of her, she still didn't let go of me. Finally after a couple minutes, she just said slowly, Oh my God and just kind of collapsed backwards. With the position we were in, when she orgasmed, all of her cum shut up on our stomachs. With her tits pressed against me, all of her cum was on the bottom of her tits and her stomach. I just leaned down and happily licked her clean as her fingers were softly running through my hair. I finally licked up most of her cum and took her clit in my mouth to clean it. She gasped and pushed me away and said no no sweetie it's too sensitive. She looked at me with a glow on her face and said, Oh my fucking god, what you just did to me, I can't even put into words how incredible and special that was. I've never quite felt anything that personal, intimate and fantastic before. She let out a long sigh and then said, Damn Lover after that I need a drink. I got up and poured us each another drink. Handing it to her, she reached with her other hand and took mine and pulled me down beside her. We sat there sipping our drinks and just under her breath, I kept hearing her say, Oh my God. When she finished her drink she said, Damn that was so intense, I can't believe it and got up and made us both another drink. After sitting down next to me, she was kind of leaning her head on my shoulder and quietly whispered, Why when with you, is it's so different for me, I can't describe it and don’t understand it. I whispered back, Do you want to hear my uneducated psychological answer, She giggled at that and said, Sure lay it on me. I said, I think since you became Cindy, your life has been in turmoil, because of who you are inside and about who you are during the week. I think that you keep playing that masculine role because you feel you have to, but this role of Cindy is who you really want to be. But you have hidden feelings and emotions inside yourself, you use sex to keep those feelings and emotions from getting to you. With the hormones and you wanting to become Cindy, a little bit more each day deep down, as a woman you've actually craved intimacy and are substituting sex for it because you are nervous and scared about having these feelings. When you and I have been back here, it's been tender and intimate. You've given in to emotional feelings because it hasn't been sex between us, it has been love making and this is new to you. That's what I wanted you feel. It was something new to you, that you've been wanting and it just took ahold of you. She was quiet for several minutes as we sipped our drinks and then she said, Damn you're uneducated guess was a bullseye. I really hadn't thought about it before, but you voiced what I was feeling exactly. Yeah I guess I have had sex to hide the yearning of wanting intimacy and you made love to me and showed me that I can experience intimacy with someone. She swallowed the last of her drink and set the glass on the end table and looking at me in a loving manner whispered, You really do make me feel special in your arms. Can we just lay here for a while and you hold me? Because yeah I admit it really feels special and I like tha,t that I can be open and caring with you. She kissed me lightly on the lips and I just set my glass down and pulled her into my arms. I will hold you here as long as you want me to. She whispered, Right now I would like that very much as we slowly lay down on the sofa holding each other.