The Establishment, Chapter 8.1
I Finally Give in and Take my First Cock

My dear readers, I have to give this notice, if you are just opening up this series for the first time I highly urge and suggest that you start back with chapter one please. And to those that have been following I need to go back and tell you briefly a little more about Cindy. Yes, Cindy was a man, a cross dresser and a damn good looking one at that. He said he identified himself as a woman and was on hormones and had a plan for having male to female transformation surgery. As a man he hardly had any noticeable Adams apple and was diminutive in size. She only was 5 ft 7 tall and was very slender. Since that time of being intimate, she had grown to where she could trust me and opened up to me more. She felt that she had always had a feminine streak within herself and had been playing as Cindy for a long time. That Russ and Mike were the ones that had supported her in taking the next step and starting hormones. She really never considered herself as a gay man because her deep inner self always thought of herself as a woman. She said she knew she had to keep up the pretense at work and in public of being a man, but with the millions she was making and investing that she had planned to retire in five more years at 40 years old and have the male to female transformation surgery. She really kind of blew me away that she was only 35 and worth millions. She finally promised me to keep his secret and he told me his real name and I was totally Blown Away because I knew who he was as a man, but this woman sitting beside me didn't resemble that person at all. Part of it was the hair. He was always shown in public with having this long ponytail and even though he wore three piece suits the ponytail was kind of a thing that people knew about him. But when he became Cindy that hair was all down and curled and made up. So that answered a question to me of how at times when guys had their hands on her head, in her hair, pulling her mouth down on their dick, I couldn't understand how come the wig never came off, because it was her real hair! She said that she had never really had much body hair and the hormones helped in that department. She confided that she may miss having a dick after the surgery but didn't think it would be that big of a deal because he rarely had sex using his penis to penetrate someone and that with the miracles of modern medical surgery, that with the male to female transformation his penis would be changed into a clitoris and he would still be able to enjoy sex. Okay I think that pretty much covers it, so on to the story.

After Saturday night, when I told Cindy I was ready and willing and wanted to give myself to her, I caught myself several times during the week daydreaming or fantasizing about it. But since I hadn't done it, I didn't know exactly what I was expecting to feel. I mean I've seen plenty of times now of two men having sex but not actually experiencing it I just didn't quite know what to expect yet. From the few times I had had anal sex with a woman, I already knew that preparation to be clean beforehand was important. Saturday afternoon rolled around and I decided that on the off chance it should happen already tonight, I better be prepared and clean. I really didn't think it was going to happen this soon, since it had just been Cindy and I last weekend and I kind of figured Cindy would be looking to enjoy some extra sex tonight.

When I pulled into the parking lot of The Establishment, I noticed that it was already half filled with cars. When I walked in to the entrance way, I saw that it was the transgender girl Jasmine at the hostess stand. Because it was an LGBT Club on the weekends, Russ wanted people to know that he didn't differentiate between anybody. He had four different people working as host/hostess, one different each weekend. Jasmine was dark skinned with full lips, was always in a great mood and was a huge sexual flirt. Kiki was a tiny Oriental transgender who said she identified as a lesbian. Samantha. at least that was the name he went by, was definitely a male crossdresser. And then Manuel, well he was a Hispanic male who always wore a tuxedo jacket & shirt and looked very professional. However, if he stepped out from behind the stand, he was in heels wearing thigh highs with garter belt and tiny panties. Jasmine greeted me when I walked in, Hello Scott, hope you had a good week. I said, Thank you Jasmine, how was yours? She just grinned and said, It wasn't bad, but hopefully tonight I can get this taken care of, and she pulled up the front of her skirt to shake her dick at me for a second before covering back up. I just grinned her and said, You know Jasmine, one of these nights you're going to have to let me take care of that for you. She just grinned and said, Yeah right Scott, promises promises! We both laughed and she said, Have a good time. I weaved my way through the front crowd and went through the big open doors next to the restrooms to the back bar area and slid up onto the seat which I always chose. I noticed that Russ wasn't there yet like he normally was. Jeremy came out said hello and poured me my usual Whiskey on the rocks. I asked about Russ and he said oh he's back in the office taking care of a couple last minute things, he'll be out shortly. I was watching the sports highlights on the TV behind the bar when a couple minutes later Russ came out. Sitting down with a sigh said, Thank God that business shits all done, sometimes it just wears me out and signaled Jeremy for his drink. We commiserated for a couple of minutes about how our local team has lost three games in a row and this last one they had been ahead and then crashed and burned at the bottom of the ninth inning.

We heard a little friendly commotion from the front and turn to see what it was and Cindy came through the crowd. And WOW she looked absolutely stunning. Her hair was done up differently with a shine to it and she had a cream colored blouse on it where the buttons were of the same material as the blouse, with just the top two buttons open on her blouse to tastefully show cleavage. It was not quite see-thru but enough you could see it was a very sexy cream colored bra she was wearing. Her skirt was the perfect color of blue to blend with the beige blouse and it was pleated and came down to mid-thigh with cream colored pantyhose, or so I thought. When she sat down on the bar seat, the skirt rode up just enough to see you could see they were thigh highs and were held up by a garter belt. Looking at her, she was so desirable, that I didn't even think about her any way but as a woman that I wanted. She stepped up to us at the bar smiling. She gave Russ his hug and kiss on the cheek and when she stepped back Russ said, Damn Cindy you do clean up nice, is there some special occasion? She just gave a little laugh and said, What a woman can't enjoy dressing up nice and feel like a woman? Then she turned to me and gave me a quick soft kiss on the lips and I looked into her eyes and said, You look stunning tonight. She actually blushed and whispered you know sometimes us girls really do enjoy hearing compliments from gentlemen. She gave Jeremy her purse and he poured her usual good boubon. Sipping it she asked Russ a couple of short business questions. Then we heard a slow song start up and she said, Wow it's early for slow songs already, but we could see there were several couples dancing. She took my hand and said, Come on sweetie let's start the night off with a dance instead of dick. As we stepped up on the dance floor and I took her in my arms we were just softly dancing, looking into each other's eyes. I leaned down and kissed her neck and said, You do look very lovely, very desirable. Quickly swallowing I said, I want you, I'm not quite sure which way I want you, but I definitely want you tonight. She nibbled on my earlobe and said, After last week, I didn't know what Cindy was going to come up with when I sat down at the makeup table, but now I know and I want you too. I want to hold you and show you and give you pleasures you haven't experienced before, if you're still ready. If not, then you can have me. Either way, tonight we are going to enjoy that sofa, one way or the other. My mind quickly flashed to the time we were in the office. Since then, we were both comfortable in private saying we made love. I just whispered into her ear, Cindy I want you to make love to me tonight. She looked at me and asked, Are you 100% certain about this? I smiled and nodded. She said, How do you feel about it? I said, Honestly? Probably exactly what a woman feels like her first time, before she has experienced sex, scared, nervous and excited all at the same time. She gave a little giggle and said, I fully understand, and yes you are a virgin in this way, to what we are going to do, but I promise I will be soft and tender. So I want to ask you a question, do you really trust me? I smiled and said absolutely. She said when we go back to the bar, don't be obvious, but I want you to have three or four good strong drinks as I talk with Russ about some business things. The drinks aren't to get you drunk, they are to get you relaxed and calm so that you aren't as tense and nervous. Do you understand? I kissed her neck and whispered, I understand and want this with you. She was looking at me tenderly, lovingly and said, If it's as enjoyable for both of us as I hope it will be, maybe we won't even leave the office tonight. The song ended and the next song was just slightly more upbeat in tempo so we broke apart and she led me off the dance floor. When we sat back down at the bar Cindy turned to Ross and said Honey, I've got just a couple quick business questions. I realized she was giving me that time and I signal Jeremy for two. Russ said, Come on Cindy, we said we wouldn't talk business on the weekend nights. Cindy said, I was going to call you about this the middle of the week, but it was one hell of a week. I had to fire one person and let six other people go. Maybe that's why I am the way I am tonight, to prove to myself that I can be a sensual woman, that I'm not that hard ass businessman. She said, Just give me a couple of minutes and that's it, I promise. Russ said okay and they leaned in closer and started talking quietly. I had finished my first two shots and I signaled Jeremy for two more. He looked at me kind of questioningly as he poured them and I just shrugged my shoulders and said, Why not, it's Saturday I had a rough week also. He smile and said, No problem Scott. It may have been only five minutes later when Cindy said to Jeremy, Hit me again Jeremy. As she settled back into her seat she said to Russ, Now see that wasn't so bad after all was it? He laughed he said, Okay okay. She drank about half of her drink and then glanced over at me with raised eyebrows and I just gave her a little nod. The entire time she and Russ had been talking, I had been admiring the her legs, because as she had moved around in the seat, her skirt had risen up again enough to show the top of her hose with the straps leading up to the garter belt. And with the light at the angle I was sitting in, her soft creamy blouse was almost see through. Even though her perfect tits were only C cups, it must have been a push-up bra because she just seemed fuller than normal. I was imagining getting her naked and the alcohol had helped because I knew that in a little while tonight, I was going to let her fuck me and I was now more than ready and I wanted it. It must have shown on my face because she turned to Russ and whispered to him. He got a big grin on his face and pulled back slightly looking at Cindy and I and said, Just a suggestion, on the sofa table behind the sofa or a couple of blankets. Maybe you should lay one down this time. Both Cindy and my head jerked up to look at him and he started laughing and leaned over and whispered something to Cindy. She yelled out, You asshole! and punched him in the chest and he said ouch and it really did look like it hurt. He pulled her back to whisper again and then reached into his pocket and handed her something. As they stopped their whisper, he said, I didn't mean to lie and I promise you that's the only copy, I don't even have one. She said, We will talk about this later, but for now, and she signaled Jeremy to come over and said, I would like two fresh glasses of ice, I would like my bottle please, and I want the key. Both Russ and Jeremy were grinning back and forth at both of us. Jeremy set two glasses on the bar top and Cindy said, What, as you can see, I feel like a soft woman tonight. Yes people know me for having wild sex, but is there anything wrong with me wanting to have some private intimate passionate sex with an amazing lover? Before they even said a word, she turned to me and said, Come on lover, get the glasses and let's go rock each other's world. We had taken a couple of steps away when she stopped, looked back and said, Oh yeah, if we don't come out in a couple of hours, DO NOT come looking for us, with a big grin on her face

At the office door, she stopped and looked at me and said, I'm going to ask you again if you're ready for this. Every time I told you before and I meant it and I'm honest and true to my word, only when you are ready and that even if we start things and you get nervous or scared and want to back out, I will not be upset one little bit. I fully understand it's a big step for anybody, so I'm very honest, there's no pressure at all to go through with this if you get cold feet. I wasn't lying when I told them that I am like this tonight because I want to be a soft woman, but for you. I know this may surprise you, but whether I make love to you tonight or not, I definitely want to feel you and have you make love to me again. And then she giggled and said, don't you dare to repeat that to anybody, I've got a reputation of a slut to uphold.

I pressed her up against the wall, not forcibly, but passionately. I leaned down and gave her a hard kiss that she quickly responded to and then I pulled back and was kissing and nuzzling her neck and whispered, When I saw you walk in tonight, wow was the only word that came to mind and I wanted you. But now I want you in a different way, I want to give myself to you and feel our bodies together until I finally get to feel you inside me. My hand was slightly under her skirt and my fingertips was tracing the top edge of her hose and the edge of the strap going up to the garter belt. She let out a little murmur, let's get comfortable and pour a fresh drink and enjoy ourselves. I want to make this last and build it up for both of us. I was serious what I told Russ don't come looking for us. I stepped back and she unlocked the door and once inside locked it again. Like before, she turned on the two lamps to cast a soft glow on the sofa and she giggled as she reached back behind the sofa and pulled up a blanket. She shook out and covered the sofa with it. I said, So Russ knew what happened? She smiled at me with a twinkle in her eye and said, Yes honey, he did. I will tell you about that later and it's not something that either of us needs to worry about now. Setting herself down demurely on the sofa, she held the bottle out to me. I set our glasses on the edge of the desk and poured us both a decent drink and handed her a glass. She raised her glass in a little toast and said, Hopefully to Fireworks. As we both sipped our drink staring into each other's eyes it was quite apparent that the yearning and desire was building between the two of us. Then she glanced down to her lap and kind of shyly said, I'm not quite sure how to put this, but as pleasurable as anal sex is, there needs to be some preparation beforehand. She pointed to a door in the back corner and said, That's a private bathroom if you need to use it. I said, I understand what you're saying and I had made my mind up the middle of the week, that I was ready to do this with you whenever it happened. I wasn't sure after last weekend if Cindy was going to be looking for sex from other people tonight or not, but on the off hand chance that it might happen I did take care of things before I came here. We were gazing at each other as we finished our drinks. She took my empty glass from my hand and stood up and turned to place them on the desk. I stood up and when she turned back around, I took her into my arms and pulled her against me. As we started kissing It was slow and sweet and tender at first, but slowly grew in passion but without any urgency. Her hand was slowly running down my chest and my stomach and then rubbing over me through my pants. I let my hand slide down the front of her until I was touching her thigh and then was slowly trailing my fingers up her thigh and when I touched the edge of her panties she pulled her lips away from mine and said, No not yet lover, let me do this for both of us. She took a step back and slowly, seductively, unbuttoned her blouse, one button at a time, letting her blouse open. I reached for her beautiful breasts and she didn't stop me at first. I leaned in to nuzzle her neck as my finger was tracing first one erect nipple and then the other. After a moment, she reached down and grabbed the bottom of my shirt and pulled it over my head and tossed it to the side. Then she started kissing my neck and my shoulder and working slowly downward until she was licking and kissing my nipples, making them hard,which was new and felt great. I was enjoying her mouth as her hand reach down to start caressing the bulge in my pants. Then she again just stepped back slightly and let her blouse slide off, but laid it on the edge of the desk and then slowly pushed me back and down until I was sitting on the sofa. Standing in front of me, looking down at me with pure desire on her face, slowly unzipped her skirt and with a little wiggle of her hips it dropped to the floor. I was just gazing with pure desire also at her beautiful tan body and the creamy soft material barely covering it. She stepped between my legs and kneeled down to open my pants and reached inside to pull my hardness out. Her hand felt so warm on my hard dick and I lifted my hips up to push my pants down. She helped me and pulled them off my feet and tossed them to the side on top of my shirt and then bent down and slowly took me into her mouth. I let out a soft moan feeling her wet warm mouth taking me in. Again there was no urgency as she just lightly kissed and licked and sucked my hardness, but the slowness and the attention she was giving me seemed to make it even more intense for me. She must have known that when she pulled back and holding my hardness in her hand, looked up at me smiling and said, I could really enjoy this in my mouth for as long as I could and try to make it last for you. I said, I want the same thing, I want to feel you in my mouth also. She slowly stood up in front of me, between my spread legs. I could see how hard she was in her sexy feminine lacy panties. I just slowly ran my palm up and down and over the front of her, making her let out a soft moan as she pushed her hips tighter against my hand caressing her. I think it was the sexy lace garters and the straps and the hose that framed her hard clit in her panties that just made it so much more intoxicating to look at. When I reached for the edge of her panties to lower them, she stopped me and said, Those little pretty ribbons are not just for looks, they are functional if you untie them. I had seen the two dainty ribbons tied in a bow but thought they were there just for the pleasurable look. I leaned forward and using my teeth, slowly untied them and when the second one was untied, her hard clit pushed out. They were open front panties now framing her beautiful girl cock staring at me which I reached up to softly caress as I placed my other hand around her and gently squeezed her tight butt and pulled her into my mouth. Again, with no urgency, I just took my time giving her the pleasure I wanted to give her. She was soon softly moaning and then her hips began to slowly push herself into my mouth as one of her hands was just holding the back of my head. I looked up at her and she's got one of her tits out of her bra holding it and squeezing it as her thumb and fore finger are playing with her nipple. Her soft moans were getting more frequent and a little deeper when she said, No and pulled herself from my mouth. I looked up at her and she was smiling and said, I swear to God your mouth does things to me that just feels so good and I want to enjoy it, but I want to make this last and this is for you, not me. Then she reached back and unclasped bra and with just a slow little wiggle let it slowly fall down and off. I pulled her to me and immediately licked and sucked and kissed one of her hard erect nipples, making her moan again and again. After a moment of this, she just lightly pushed me away. I'm not quite sure how we ended up in the 69 position, but she was hovering over me, her legs on each side of my head but her beautiful hard clit was just inches away from my face. Even when I tried to lean up to get it in my mouth she pulled away. She was taking her time licking and sucking my hard dick in her mouth. Then she lifted off and leaned down and holding my legs further open reached under the back of my thighs bending my legs up where she started licking and sucking my balls and then bent me further to where her tongue was going from my balls to that sensitive spot and then her tongue was flicking over my ass and it was making me gasp from the feelings I was receiving from her tongue. Every so often she would lower her hips to allow me to take her in my mouth but only briefly before she pulled back it was like she was teasing both of us. But soon her tongue on my ass was really sending tingles throughout my body and I moaned out of how good it felt what she was doing to me and that I didn't want her to stop and I wanted more. Finally she pulled her head up and I guess was reaching for the lube on the nightstand but it pressed her hardness to me and I grabbed her ass and pulled her down into my mouth and she just moaned and let me enjoy myself for a minute as she got the lube and started rubbing it over me making me moan more on her in my mouth. Now as I had mentioned previously, I had been fingered before as I was getting sucked at the end of the night, but this was in a world of its own of what she was doing to me. She had me arching up pushing against her finger, wanting to feel it inside me. After several times of this, I was surprised I wanted it so badly. I said, Oh my God Cindy, quit teasing me. She said, I just want to make you want it. I said, Oh my God I do want it. She said, Just relax and I felt her finger finally push inside me and I moaned and actually said, Oh my God finally. She just took her time toying with me, teasing me with that one finger. Then I felt some pressure as she slowly pushed a second finger inside me, making me moan even more. She was soon wiggling them around and I could feel her occasionally tapping me inside, making me almost squeal from the delicious pleasure she was giving me. She took me to the point where I gasped out, Cindy I can't take it anymore, I want to feel you inside me, I really need it Cindy, please don't make me wait any longer. She said softly, I've been waiting to hear you say that. Come on, turn around, get up here on your hands and knees. As she started to make room for me, something just clicked in my head and I said no. She said, I thought you just said you wanted it? I said, I did but I don't want to just feel it, I want to hold you and look at you and experience it together when I finally feel you inside me. Then the words just tumbled out, Cindy I'm giving myself to you and I really want this with you, please make love to me, I really want and need this with you now, I surprised myself when I heard what I was saying and even more so that I was so desperately wanting to feel her pushing inside my ass. That seemed strange for just a split second and I realized that I did want to experience it and actually was desperate for it now. She softly said, I want this for you, for us also. She had me scoot up into the center and she knelt between my legs. I opened and pulled my legs back the way she had done for me. I watched her squirt some more Lube on her fingers rubbing it into me and then watched her coat her hard clit, so beautiful sticking out of her delicate panties and I just knew I desperately wanted this with her. As she moved up closer to me with one hand on the back of my thigh we were just staring into each other's eyes as I felt her start rubbing her clit up and down and over me and just lightly pressing to me and I realized I was nodding and softly whimpering yes yes and I felt the pressure as she started to push and I gave up and felt her head slide inside me finally, making me gasp. I admit it hurt just slightly because of being stretched a little more than two fingers had done. Staring into each other's eyes and the desperation to feel her inside me finally overrode any pain and I started nodding quicker. She leaned down to kiss me and I felt her slowly pushing more inside me and I was just moaning, Oh my God Cindy, oh my God, you are incredible, I can't believe what I'm feeling. I reached up to grab her waist and she slowly was moving her hips, slightly drawing back and then pushing in again and every time she was doing this it was just sending tiny tingles of pleasure throughout my body. I could feel her being deeper and deeper inside me and I moaned out, Let me have it Cindy, give me all of you. Holding her hips as she slowly pushed until I could feel her so deep inside me and our bodies were pressed together and she just held herself inside me as she leaned down and we were passionately kissing. Then her hips slowly began to move and she started to slowly tenderly work herself in and out of me and the whole world and time disappeared for me, as it was just the two of us together and she was making me feel things I could have never imagined before. She just kept working herself in and out of me changing speed, depth, and intensity and then would push herself deep inside me and our bodies were clinched together and passionate kisses and it just seemed to go on and on and every time I thought it couldn't feel any better, she took me to another level. Once or twice she reached down to caress and stroke my dick and I felt like I had never been this hard my entire life and I had to keep pushing her hand away because things were building in me and that I was afraid if she kept stroking me I would cum. I didn't want this pleasure of her and I together to end. Even though it felt like every nerve in my body was vibrating and pulsating, I started feeling things deep inside me and somehow I just knew that she was going to make me cum without even touching myself. I gasped, Oh fuck Cindy, oh my God, I can't believe what you are doing to me or that what you're doing to me is going to make me cum like this. I want to feel you cumming inside me, oh God, I want to cum from what you're doing but I want to feel you cumming also. A moment later I gave a louder moan, Oh fuck Cindy you're pushing me closer and closer to the edge. She whispered, Sweetheart I want you to cum and you will feel me cumming inside you and I want us to explode together. I was already seeing little stars in my head as I moaned, Yes Cindy, Yes Cindy, I want this with you so bad, make us cum Cindy, make us cum, please baby. Doing to me what I had done to her, she pulled me up a little bit and when she started actually thrusting harder and deeper into me, the intensity I was feeling just ratcheted up even more! I knew I was already experiencing more exquisite pleasure from her than I've ever felt before. Then she increased it even more so and my hands we're gripping her hips tighter as I was helping her pulling her inside me. I felt everything rapidly increase and felt myself start to tip over that edge and just started crying out, Oh fuck Cindy, oh yes Cindy, you're going to make me cum, please baby, please baby, make us cum, please make us cum, oh my God, yes yes yes! She said, Oh my God Scott, I feel it baby I feel you. Suddenly she was driving herself hard and deep inside me and the fireworks started to ignite in my head as my whole body started shaking. She cried out, yes baby cum for me, cum for us, oh fuck, Oh Fuck I'm cumming baby we're cumming together. My whole body erupted and I could feel my dick shooting cum as my whole body spasmed. I could feel her deep inside me and thought I could feel her actually cumming in me as we were both practically screaming. As my orgasm peaked, everything was going grey around the edges of my mind and I thought the sheer intense feelings were going to make me pass out. She held herself inside me and I could feel her clit twitch inside me a few times. She didn't collapse, but she did fall down on top of me and I could feel my cum kind of squish between us. I just wrapped my arms around her and was holding her so tight and she let out a soft little laugh, Yes honey that was intense, but you can't squeeze me that tight, I still have to breathe. I realized how hard I was holding her and I relaxed my grip slightly and she just snuggled up on me more and our kisses even though passionate were tender. As the pleasant fog slowly cleared from my head, I looked at her and said, That was the most powerful intense orgasm I've ever experienced in my life, with anybody! She gave just a little giggle as she said, I could tell, you were shooting your cum all over. She leaned up and licked my cheek, then my chin and then my neck. She leaned back and opened her mouth to show me my cum on her tongue. Smiling she closed her mouth and swallowed and she gave a little giggle and saying, I just don't know why some people don't like the taste of cum, I love it. She laid her head against my chest and I just held her and said, Okay now I understand why women and some men like being held after making love or passionate sex because I just want to hold you and not let go. She made a little murmur and said I'm very content to stay right here with you in your arms. But something's going to happen in a moment that you're not going to like. I knew what she was implying because I had already felt that she wasn't still hard inside me. I felt her slowly slip out from inside me and again I knew what a woman felt like when they moaned when I pulled out of them. After a moment I said, My head is still spinning and there's so many things I want to say, but don't even know how to express things, so all I'm going to do is say thank you Cindy you just changed my world. I said kind of shyly, I'm sorry about what I said earlier, if that bothered you at all. She looked up at me and said, what are you talking about? I sheepishly said, When you had me so worked up in anticipation and I practically begged you to make love to me. She lifted her head and kissed me and said, honey that didn't bother me one little bit because we did make love, we did not have sex, we did not fuck, I did make love to you and that was something that you and I will cherish together. It's only felt like that to me a couple of times in my life and it just felt so good and so right with you and that's one of the reasons our orgasms were so intense, was because of the feelings and not because it was sex. And I'm going to tell you right now that if and hopefully we will do this again, it may not be making love, it probably will be sex, quite passionate I'm sure, but whatever. Now here's something else I want you to understand and don't be upset with me, but what you experienced is what I call an analgasm, coming hands-free just from anal sex. I believe it happened with you because of the newness and the anticipation build up and the intensity of our pleasure and lovemaking. I hate to say it, but don't expect it to happen every time. I know gay man that have been gay all their life and have never experienced that, I know plenty of people I've talked with that say they do at times and again they've admitted that when they have experienced that, most of the time it's because of the feelings between them and their partner. I know of men who have said it happens to them half the time that they have anal sex and they can't explain why one time is any different than another. And I know two guys that that's the way they come all the time they hardly ever have to touch themselves. I think it depends on the partner, the feelings, and also the position. I do know that a lot of it depends on if the person receiving is having his prostate touched and rubbed and stimulated by the person inside them. She continued I know that when you made love to me you were bringing me to the edge and I wasn't quite there but when you lifted my hips it had you pressing inside me at just a little different angle and I could feel you inside me and that's what did it for me and that's why I tried to do the same thing for you. I let out a little moan and said, oh my God you are right, because I knew I was on the edge, but when you moved us slightly, that just pushed me over the brink. She gave a little giggle and said, I can't describe how amazing it felt being inside of you, making love to you, but oh my God, as you were getting so close, you probably didn't realize it but the way your muscle was clenching and spasming on me, I couldn't have not cum no matter how hard I tried, your body just took it from me. When I felt you were cumming, I so wanted to please you and cum with you that I just let everything go. Now unless it's super important, just be quiet and kiss me and I just want us to hold each other a little longer. I really couldn't tell how long we laid there, holding each other and as slow and deep as Cindy was breathing I thought she may have actually fallen asleep and I was quite content to hold her if she had. But a moment later she said, This is so peaceful laying here with you and with my head on your chest I can just hear your slow steady heartbeat. But I hate to shatter this dreamlike feeling but I have to go use the toilet. When she started to push up away from me, we realized that my cum that had been on my stomach and chest when she laid down on me had almost dried and we were sort of sticking together. When she pushed up and away from me she giggled and said, When I come back, I'll bring a warm wet wash rag to clean up my lover. I said you really don't have to, because when you finish, I need to use the toilet also. I still feel you dribbling out of me. As she turned around and bent over to pick up her bra, I noticed that the cute panties had two ribbon bows on the back also. I smiled wondering if those untied also.