The Establishment, Chapter Seven

That night, laying in bed I couldn't fall asleep, I kept thinking, I had just had sex with a real man. I had actually fucked another man. Yes, I had sex with Cindy, but that was different for some reason, I didn't consider her to be a man at all. I finally realized, so what, I had fucked another man. Yes, it was a little different than having sex with a woman, but it was still just two people, enjoying sex and if both enjoyed it, what was the hang up? Society now seemed to be acceptable of two women together, so why not two men? I realized I admired people in the LGBT community for standing up for themselves. And I made up my mind, that from now on I wasn't going to be inhibited by social pressure. If I was in the back and somebody wanted me to fuck them, then I would. I was trying to decide how I felt about being fucked by somebody and still wasn't sure. I knew that I enjoyed the stimulation if somebody was fingering my ass as they were sucking me, but I still wasn't quite sure if I was ready to actually have somebody push their dick inside my ass and fuck me. Not because of society, but because it was my ass, normally an exit, not an entrance. Yes I'd seen a lot of people enjoying it and saw it happen many times where the person getting fucked would come hands-free. It didn't happen a lot but yeah, I did see it so I figured it had to be pleasurable enjoyable or whatever enough if it made them cum like it did. I did know that I had promised Cindy that she would be the one. Somehow I did know I was going to give in to her and as we both had said, we would both know when it was the right time. So I just figured when it's that time, we will know it and I will do it and experience it and make up my mind about it after that.

For the next four or five weeks I was there every Saturday night and realized I had developed a pattern. I would sit at the bar with Russ and then Cindy, then go to the back, suck a couple of dicks and then fuck somebody, then go back to the bar for some more drinks. When I was ready again, I’d go to the back suck a couple more dicks, fuck somebody again, then go back to the bar couple for a couple of drinks. Then Cindy and I would have our slow dance and I would escort her to her car and then I would go home also. I had become comfortable with thinking of myself as a bi-top because I still thought about and wanted sex with women. However, that involves work, meeting somebody, talking with them, dating sites and just the whole process. Whereas in the back of The Establishment, it was people that always wanted sex, back there you didn't have to go through the whole rigmarole. People back there were willing and wanted to have sex so it was a simple thing. And after this it just became known by the other people that I was a top and nobody pressured me or wanted or tried to fuck me and I was fine with that. I also started to notice that if Cindy was back there and we were near each other, even if we were having sex with somebody else we were watching each other. Sometimes there was desire between us, looking at each other as we were having sex with somebody else. Maybe about 2 months after Cindy and I had been together in the office, one night it was sort of a slow night in the back and there were only two other couples having sex. I was sucking one person as across from me, Cindy was sucking another. I was naked and just slowly stroking myself as I sucked Nathan, watching Cindy. Cindy was sucking the other guy as he was playing with her tits and her skirt was bunched up around her waist and she was playing with herself sticking out of the side of her panties, looking at me. We could see the desire in each others eyes. I guess because of wanting her, I had really started to gobble Nathan's cock and he quickly came. After thanking me with a kiss and pulling up his pants he left.

The guy Cindy was sucking came in her mouth quickly after that. With the same thing, a kiss and thanking her, he put his pants on and he left. It was just the sounds of the moans and grunts from the other two couples fucking and Cindy and I staring at each other as we slowly stroke ourselves and I knew we both wanted it. I took the few steps to her and knelt down and took her in my mouth and she just let out a moan of, Oh my God yes Scott I've been wanting you again. Maybe in only a minute, she was slouched down and her ass was barely on the chair and I was fingering her sweet, hot, tight, ass pussy with her clit in my mouth. Her hands were in my hair and her moans were getting deeper when she stopped me. I looked up at her she had this look of yearning desire and whispered, I want to feel you, I want you inside me again. I stood up and took her hand and led her back to the chase lounger. Standing beside it we were holding and passionately kissing each other. I slowly removed her blouse, her bra and unzipped her skirt letting it fall to the floor. I slowly got her on her hands and knees as I got behind her. I knew from fingering her that she hadn't had any sex yet, so I made sure to use the lube. As I was rubbing myself up and down her, between her sweet cheeks she whispered back, I've been wanting you Scott, please don't tease me, don't make me wait any longer. I want to feel your hard cock inside me. I whispered back, I know it's best to never deny a woman something she wants. I pressed against her until my head pushed inside her and she let out a little known oh my God finally. I slowly took my time sliding in and out of her just pushing in a little bit more each time and when three quarters of my dick was inside her she just groaned oh fuck Scott I want all of you. She pushed back against me, taking the rest of my hard dick inside her. She just held herself on me for a minute. We were soon just enjoying the pleasure we were giving each other, nothing hurried, just our bodies working together, giving ourselves to each other. We were watching and listening to the other couples having sex adding to our experience. It ratcheted it up a notch when one of the other couples both started moaning louder and talking about how good it was fucking each other and then about how they were both ready to come and then hearing their cries and moans as they did come together. Then three guys walked in and they were all hugging and kissing each other as their clothes dropped to the floor and one sat down on the chair and started taking turns sucking the two of them. The other couple finally climaxed together and as they were leaving a lone guy walked in and after seeing there was only the three guys and us, he walked back towards us and sat in the closest chair. He quietly said, you two are hot like that. After just a moment he stood up and dropped his pants and sat back down stroking himself as he watched us. Cindy whispered back to me, I know plenty of men have watched me get fucked, but for some reason this time it is turning me on more. I didn’t say it, but I agreed with her and our sex picked up a notch. The he started to stand up and mumbled an apology about watching us saying. It’s obvious, you two aren’t fucking, this is special between you two. Cindy said, No, don’t go, yes this is special feeling, but seeing how it has turned you on and it’s turning us on even more having you watch us like this. He sat back down and a moment later said, you two are really enjoying each other and I feel like I have a private seat to watch your pleasure. Cindy had been making soft little moans and whimpers and then she looked back over her shoulder and surprised me when she asked, Can I suck him? I pushed myself deep into her and held it there and reaching around to grab her tits, pulled her up and back against me which made her gasp and moan. I whispered in her ear, Now why would you ask me that question? I thought you really enjoyed having a cock in both of your holes and I didn't think you wanted a boyfriend. She whispered back, I know, but now this with you just seems special and I didn’t want to ruin it. I lick her ear and said please enjoy yourself honey because I'm enjoying the feel of being inside your sweet ass pussy. I slowly pushed her back down to her elbows and said to the man, Feeling myself inside her, and you watching her and her seeing your nice hard cock right there, she really wants it in her mouth, isn’t that right sweetie? She moaned and said softly, Can I suck your nice hard cock please? The guy smiled and stepped up to Cindy, holding his cock out to her and she took it in her mouth. Even though she was moaning on it and enjoying me inside her I slowed down and softened my pushing into her. That seemed to make her hungrier for the cock in her mouth. A few momenst later and there are two more guys standing on either side of him stroking their dicks. When the guy in her mouth started moaning about how good her mouth was and she was going to make him cum very soon, I started thrusting into her harder and each time it was forcing her mouth on his cock and he was gasping each time. It probably slid into her throat and she was moaning more and more and he finally cried out and filled her mouth with his cum. I had stopped my thrusting into her so that she could enjoy him cumming in her mouth. I'm not sure what it was, but when he pulled his cock from her mouth, I really started thrusting into her harder and faster and she started gasping and moaning more. When one of the guys stepped up to her to feed her his cock, she held her hand out like saying no and she said something that really blew me away! She was shaking her head and said, No no please let me enjoy him fucking me. You can stroke and come on my face if you want, but the way he's fucking me just feels so God damn good and I want to focus on that. It was maybe only a minute after that that one of the guys moaned and said oh my God I can see how much you are enjoying him fucking you and it's going to make me cum already and he stepped up closer to her face as he let go and shot on her face and I'm not sure she was really paying attention. After he came on her face she said, hold me up Scott, hold me tighter on to you. She pushed her ass tight against me. I grabbed her waist and pulled her back against me and she let out another moan and reached back with one arm to place her hand on the back of my neck pulling us even tighter together. I was nibbling on her neck and ears, one hand playing with one of her nipples as my other hand held her tight against me. The guy that had already come said, Oh my God look at how hard and leaking you are from enjoying him fucking you. He reached down to touch her and she pushed his hand away and kind of whimpered, No no no I want to cum from feeling him inside me, what he is doing to me. The other guy stroking said, You two are so fucking hot, I'm going to cum on you Cindy, I'm going to cover your tits with cum. She just kind of nodded as I held one of her tits for him as I was working myself inside her. After the guy had shot on her tits I reached around with one hand and was rubbing his cum on her tits as I slid my other hand down and not touching her swollen girl cock pressed my palm against her pubic bone and my fingers on each side of her to hold her and push her tighter against me. I could feel things building in me when she gasped out loudly, Oh fuck, oh fuck Scott, keep fucking me like this, you're going to make me cum. Then more urgently started moaning, Yes Yes Scott, make me cum, make me cum, oh yes, oh YES as her voice got louder. Suddenly she was shaking on and against me as she cried out and started cumming. I was trying my hardest not to cum. But the feelings of her cumming with me inside her, I finally couldn't control it and practically biting her neck moaned out, Oh my God Cindy, Yes Cindy, Now, YES and I started cumming in her as our bodies were quivering and shaking together. After we had both finished cumming she whispered back, don't you dare move, stay inside me and just hold me longer. I could feel her muscle working the last drops of cum out of me into her. One of the guys said, Damn Cindy, I've never seen you act like that before, you know, it was beautiful to watch you two together. The other guy said, Yes, you too were so hot and oh my God Cindy, I don't think I've ever seen you cum that hard before. They both said thanks, got dressed and left. As good as it felt staying inside her, nature finally took over and I whispered to her I'm sorry sweetie as I felt myself slip out of her. She just gave a quiet little moan when I did but she said, It's okay honey, I kept you inside as long as I could. I don't think either one of us wanted to let go of the other and we just stayed like that for several more minutes. I was just nuzzling her neck with light kisses when she said, As pleasurable as this is, we're going to have to move or I'm going to get a cramp in my thigh. I just softly laughed and said, you must be reading my mind. We slowly parted and I turned her to face me so I could lean down to lick and clean the cum off her tits. When we pulled away, we were staring into each other's eyes as we slowly got dressed. As we turned to walk out, there were only the two men left and one was sitting on the other and they just were holding and snuggling each other after they had already both come together. But as we were walking past them one of them said, Cindy I don't normally say things, but damn it was beautiful watching you two, I've never seen you like that before. Still holding hands, she smiled at them and said, Thank you, tonight there was no urgency so it was just super enjoyable to relax and not rush anything. Then she gave a little giggle and said, Besides it also helps to have a fantastic lover. Then she held my hand and we walked away. But after we turned to the hallway, before the door I stopped her and pulled her to me and asked. Lover? I thought you said you didn't want a boyfriend? She reached up and lightly pressed her hand to my face and said, I don't know if I really understand this myself so I'm just going to try to say it the best I can. So obviously yes, you know I like and enjoy sex. I've had sex with little dicks and I've had sex with monster cocks. Now luckily your dick is above average to what is normally back here. I've had sex with multiple men plenty of times, I've had one on one sex with a guy's dick that must have been 10 in Long and so thick I didn't think I could take him, but I finally did. I can't really described this, but there's just something about you that when you are inside me, it's just so wonderfully different than all the other sex I've had. I've had sex, I've had wild monkey sex, and I have been fucked inside out and had my brains fucked out to where I'm sore the next day. But with you, it's just so different, so pleasurable, so god damn good! So yeah, I want to call you my lover. If it's wrong to enjoy sex and occasionally spend time with a lover, then I want to be wrong. I'm not sure if that really explains it because I really can't explain it myself but that's the best I can do for right now and I hope you understand and accept it. I thought about what she said for a minute and I did have a slight understanding and I pulled her to me and kissed her and said actually I think I do sort of understand what you're saying. I haven't had a lot of sex with men back here and that's all it has been, was sex and yes the two times you and I have been together it has felt very personal between us. So, I'm not asking to be your boyfriend and I'm happy to be your lover and I accept that. She just pulled us tighter together smiling at me and then we kissed and just as the kisses were starting to get more passionate pulled back slightly and said here's something else, there's only been a few times in my past where I've ever wanted or enjoyed being held and snuggling after sex, but with you, I really like you holding me and I don't want to let go. That's just another reason why I call you my lover. Then playfully nibbling on my earlobe she said, Before anything else happens between the two of us, come on lover, let's go get a drink.

As we walked back up to the bar Cindy signal to Jeremy a drink for both of us of her stuff and as we had settled down and we're sipping it I fully understood why it cost so much because it was so damn good! I turned to her and said, You could really spoil me with this, as I shook my glass a little. She gave me a sly mischievous grin and said, The only people that share a drink with me of my good stuff, are those that make me have intense orgasms. Russ looked at us and raised his eyebrows and said, I've never seen you share your stuff with anybody before, except for Scott here a couple of months ago. Cindy said, Well he deserved it, he gave me an orgasm then also. Russ laughed and said, I knew you two were lying about 'just conversation', I could see it in your face. Cindy said, Well yeah it was just conversation before, well, before it wasn’t, giggling and sipping her drink. He looked at her and said, So are you serious, as many times as I've heard you squeal before, that's the only times you've orgasmed here? She looked at him and said, Honey since I've been coming here, yep I've had lots of sex and I've cum many many times, but no one has given me an orgasm like this man has since this place has been open. Then she laughed and said, Oh my God, you don't remember that time at the hotel when Mike couldn't make it? I think you were inside me, for what, 2 hours, and I kept drying out and you had to add more lube and you had me screaming I needed to come so bad? Russ laughed and said, Oh my God, if there been somebody in either room on either side of us, they would have been calling the cops thinking somebody was being murdered the way you were screaming. She said, Honey that's just because of what you were doing to me and it just kept going and going and going. I wanted to cum so bad but honey when you finally let me cum, my orgasm was so intense! Don't you remember, I passed out from it? Russ had a faraway dreamy look in his eyes as he was recalling it in his mind. He said, nope I will never forget that, because when you came, your first cumshot was probably a world record for distance clean up over your head. They were both silent for a minute and I could see that they were both in a dream like state remembering their time together. I just kept my mouth shut and looking in the mirror, I noticed that there were only a couple of tables with people left. Looking at the clock I saw that it wasn't even that late. And even up front there were maybe only a dozen or so people there so there must have been something going on in town that night to draw people away. Slowly Russ and Cindy came back to reality and Cindy looked around and asked Russ, What's going on? Why is it so dead in here tonight there's not even that many people up front. Russ said, Yeah I was afraid of that, so & so is doing a concert tonight. The girl's name Russ said was a top 40 hit singer who had several number one hits. She was beautiful and was open about being a lesbian and the LGBT community always flocked to her concerts.

A couple of minutes later Cindy turned to me and then with a little kiss on my neck whispered, I have half a mind to take you in the back again for a repeat, but there's just something about the orgasm you gave me, that I'm going to hold off and let the anticipation build for next time. So I'm thinking about calling it an early night, unless you really do want to go back again. I looked at her and said, That sounds like a wonderful proposition, but I think I agree with you, I think I do want to hold off and wait for the next time to be with you, for whenever that may be. She looked at me tenderly and kissed me and said you really are a sweet man. She picked up her phone and typed in a text and a minute later it dinged back she had a reply. She said, Well Nicky didn't think I would be ready this soon so he went to get something to eat so he won't be here for about 20 more minutes. Looking at me she said, Let's go relax with a couple of dances. We actually were holding hands as we walked up to the big opening separating the front to the back and since it was such a slow night the DJ saw us. Since there were only two couples on the dance floor he kind of cut that song short and just started playing a slow song, I guided Cindy out to the middle and gave her a little spin before pulling her into my arms and as we started to dance. We just held each other, enjoying our bodies together tenderly and her head was resting against my chest and she gave a little sigh and said, You know I really do like these dances with you at the end of the night. It's peaceful and calming and I like your arms around me and just enjoy being comfortable with you and I think we both like this, being just two people enjoying each other completely dressed. She tilted her head up to look at me to see if I had any response and I just answered her by kissing her and then the kisses got a little hotter and something clicked in my head as the song was ending. But the DJ was smart enough to see that everybody was dancing, nobody was sitting down, so he started another slow song. We were tenderly kissing as we swayed to the music that we could hear and feel together. I broke the kiss and looking at her said, The next time Cindy is here as a beautiful desirable woman looking for tender, caring, passionate, pleasure, more intimate than just plain sex, then I want her to take me to the very back where I will freely give myself to her now. She looked at me tenderly and asked, Are you sure about this? I told you, only when you are ready. I kissed her again and said, I’ve really thought about this and yes I'm ready I want to do this with you. Not tonight, I want to keep tonight's memory untarnished from other images, just like our first time together. But yes, the next time that Cindy is in a desirable loving mood, then I want to be with you and feel you and experience this with you. She was looking at me almost in awe and whispered, you are very serious aren't you? I gave her a hard kiss and said, Yes I am very serious. I believe that you said that that first time of us together, it felt like making love. So Cindy, when the time is right, I want you to make love to me. There was a light in her eyes as she squeezed me tighter and she whispered, I would like that very much lover. We started to kiss and we were still holding each other tight, tenderly kissing when the song ended. The DJ immediately started a third slow song and so we just stood there holding each other and each time the kisses started to grow in passion we just seem to know and break apart. She whispered to me, You're right, I don't want to change this night. As much as I want to take you to the back right now, I do want to make it special and intimate for both of us, to be a lasting memory for the two of us. About that time the song ended and the DJ said we're just going to take a short break folks and then we'll start the music back up in 5 minutes. We went back up to the bar, for her to get her purse and things and my phone and keys and said good night to Jeremy and Russ. I escorted her outside to her car and we held each other and shared a long tender good night kiss. When she pulled back she asked, Is there a special reason you finally made this decision? Before I opened my mouth she said, no no no I shouldn't have asked you that. I said, I have no problem telling you. I've been realizing that Society is wrong and I'm learning more and more about myself and I've seen how other guys enjoy sex with their partner and honestly, the way you've orgasmed when we've been together, I want to feel that also, to know what that is like and I want to feel it from you. Honestly if it was some 300 lb hairy bear top that wanted to do it with me, I wouldn't go through with it, but I really do like you a lot, I trust you, and I'm just so comfortable being myself with you, that I just can't imagine doing it with anybody but you. She smiled really big and said, You make me feel comfortable, being myself when I'm with you also. I'm touched and flattered that you want to experience this with me and I promise you, I will make every effort to give you a night you will always cherish and remember. She kissed me again and said, Good night lover, and got in the car. Again I stood there and watched the tail lights until they disappeared. Little did I know then, that my life was going to change the very next weekend.