Well sort of, this is how my day went yesterday 16 July 2025. Ive been with a few trans, CD's and woman, ive been top sometimes, bottom sometimes and even both a few times. All of those experiences have been a memorable and fun. Ive never been with a man though, it just seemed weird to me, its complicated, trust me. I know i didnt want to top a guy. So i started thinking this year, well im not getting any younger and i feel if i didnt at least try it i would regret it down the road. So i was ready to be a submissive little slut. I usually ignore the guys that start off their first message (and its alot) with a dick pic and no commentary, maybe some witty bullshit, maybe you have a great ass, hows the weather. No, just a dick pick, like i should be so lucky just to have to been able to see the golden cock of destiny. Anyway, i started playing along and started chatting with a guy for a couple weeks, very erotic stuff, pics going back and forth, told him ive never been with a man and when the time is right id let him know. Well i woke up yesterday and the time was right, don't know why it just was, i was on a dick mission. I asked him if he was down with meeting me in the evening at a hotel, he said yes. Then he asked what i liked, didnt like, etc. I said ill be caged and locked so thats not accessible and don't pull the hair. I told him ill give him the hotel info and a time to join me. He acted like he was so down. I then went shopping, got a super hot outfit, got a nice hotel and started getting ready, i was so horny at the thought of this happening. I was almost done with my makeup and was going to let him know my room # and to be there in an hour. Instead he had messaged me and said he couldnt come because he wanted to get to know me better, WTF, i don't want to get to know you, i just want to fuck! After building up the courage after all these years to do this and for it to go down like this was a bummer. At this point ive been caged all day so im still horny and i started fingering myself looking at myself in the mirror which made me even hornier and i was like, fuck this im getting fucked tonight. I got on Grindr last month, put my profile on incognito and havent really talked to anybody on it. I appeared online and within ten minutes the dick pics were flying, i didnt care at this point. The insides of my thighs were so wet from me dripping pre cum and it was just everywhere, i had to clean my phone screen off because it stopped reading my finger when typing. I was basically in heat. When somebody asked what i was doing, sent them these pics and said " waiting for you to fuck me" straight to the point right. A few didnt send a initial pic but was acting like they wanted to fuck me right now. I asked one guy for pics and he sent me him in a buisness suit at work. I said no dork, a dick pic, he sent it and this was the lucky one i decided. He was less than 10 miles from me. I gave him the hotel info and my room #. He said ill be there in 15m. Holy shit ive never been more horny in my life. 10m later he messages some dumb ass excuse why he couldnt drive 9 miles after saying how he was going to fuck me for hours 10 min earlier. He wanted to offer me a rain check... ROFL! I said 1 not no but fuck no, and 2 your a pussy and blocked him. I was feeling kind of defeated but was still fucking horny, so i fucked myself for what seemed like an hour with my dildo, had the most epic orgasm that made me feel like i was having a seizure and went to sleep, woke up this morning and thought, well thanks guys, ill think ill stick to the ladies, it just feels right.