The Pleasures of Submission

The clock strikes 6pm and I begin packing up my desk. I am headed to CrossFit to pick up heavy stuff and put it down, among other things.

I am a strong willed woman, a manager, a leader, and someone who has responsibility for critical decisions.

However, as I think about the day I will be spending with my lover tomorrow, I get a twinge of excitement thinking about submitting to him and his delicious animal lust. He is a professional, a serious person with serious responsibilities, but when I offer myself up to him, he ceases being a serious man and instead becomes a sexually avaricious animal who takes me repeatedly with wild abandon. I have to admit I love that.

You may be thinking, hang on a minute! Why would a strong-willed woman find such submission exciting? However, I have learned that relinquishing authority and choosing to be sexually submissive can actually be an act of power.

You can certainly be both a passionate, strong woman while also being a soft, sweet, delightful submissive in bed - and I know this because it is me. Sexual power-play is not a preference; it is actually a necessity for my pleasure. I love being smacked on the butt, and something as simple as him saying, ˜You are my fuck toy” ˜I own your pussy” is empowering and pleasurable. In my sexual life I relish being able to let go and have someone else take charge, make the decisions and call the shots. It allows me to leave behind who I am and access this hidden facet of myself. In the bedroom, I get to be meek, obedient, sexually vulnerable and powerless before his lust - all of the things I am not in my everyday life.

However, I need to be in a long-term relationship to be able to trust someone wholeheartedly with my body and my safety. The core principle of submission in sex is that it is consensual, so as a submissive, you communicate to a dominant what you want them to do to you in advance. To me there is nothing more empowering than, as a woman, letting your partner know what you need them to do in order to experience intense pleasure.

It is empowering to know that you can be in a situation that you can control, that is consensual, and to have the ability to give in to your fantasies. You can be as naughty as you want without being shamed. Female submission does not mean oppression.

We go to dine together, and he is the perfect gentleman, polite, attentive and loving.

We return to our hotel, and I happily present myself to him, bending over, showing him my sex, and inviting him to take me. Doing so offers intense physical stimulation, provides me with a sense of emotional surrender and taps into the psychological thrill of taboo or forbidden acts.

He pulls off my panties, and my round, firm ass is in the air, waiting for him. I am acutely aware of my heightened sense of anticipation and excitement. In this position, I am submitting to him. I know the shape and firmness of my ass is highly attractive to him, and intensifies the visual and physical pleasure for him.

I feel his hands grip my ass, firm, strong, and I know that in a moment, he will do something to pleasure me. Perhaps he will run his supple tongue over my ass cheeks, find my already wet pussy, and tease me. Perhaps he will just take me, thrust his long, swollen cock deep inside and start fucking me with animal abandon. I will hear the sound of him pumping, slapping against my ass, his swollen balls swinging forward to slap against my clitoris. He will pull my hair, slap my ass, and I gasp YES as he does.

I reach back and find my erect clitoris and rub it as he fucks me, and I hear him grunting and panting as he thrusts, slow, fast, changing rhythms and depths, sometimes filling me deeply, sometimes just sliding the head of his cock between my wet, swelling pussy lips, only to thrust deeply again. I hear that delicious wet sound of an erect cock plunging in me. I know that he will not hold back but will just surrender to the pleasure I have meekly offered up to him and spurt the first of many loads of his hot semen deep inside me. Fortunately for me, I have surrendered to a man who remains hard even after his orgasm, and that after a brief respite, he will take me again, and again, and again. He tells me how good my pussy feels to him, how tight, how wet, how hot, and how much he loves fucking me, and I revel in hearing his desire expressed.

He groans, I feel his long cock throbbing in me, and I know that my lover has given me his seed. He falls back on the bed, his still hard, slippery cock resting on his thigh, semen still oozing from the tip, and I present my now swollen pussy to him as I feel his semen dripping from me. He laughs, and laps up some of the stream. I know that tasting his cum, mixed with my sex, arouses his lust once more, and before long, he pushes me down on the bed, and mounts me again from behind, this time thrusting even more deeply, a pleasurably painful penetration, his balls now slapping on the back of my thighs as he does. I push back against him with my ass, without thinking, just my own animal mating desire to meet my lover’s lust with my own.

He erups in my again, and now, I am so full of his semen that I can feel it squirting out of me around his erection, soaking the bed beneath us with our sex. I feel the weight of his muscular body on me, and I relax under him, surrendering to him in every possible way.